Monday, December 7, 2009

Poison.

It's interesting how much people try to make you into the way they are; cold. A simple misunderstanding can cause a marriage to fall apart, losing a great job, etc.

I think it's called envy. That's why people tend to do such things. Based from my last post Wake Up, it has been proved yet again in our everyday life. How a person will try absolutely anything to fuck you up.. that is just human nature.

There's no use of avoiding the inevitable. In my life, i've seen how these emotions crush something so meaningful. One of em' were my parents, actually. Watching as it slowly destroys all the smiles, laughter within you. How that creates an empty void within a person is something so complex that it seems pointless trying to understand.

But to every darkness that grows within, it creates hope. To every pain, there will be a cure. Well, that is what i believe in.

As naive as you may think it is, it brings calm into one's self. But ofcourse, our thoughts are different. "Another man's waste is Another man's treasure" - Leonardo Da Vinci.

Our ways might be different, but our destination remains the same. As Navin Kumar once said; "The World is a Bitch" and followed by another friend, Kaladevan; "Fuck the World"..these quotes are the ones that makes me smile when the thought of the world wants to fuck my day up.

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Wednesday, December 2, 2009

OriginalOrSpicy?

Everyone's tastebuds are different in everyway. From music, food, clothes, gadgets, etc. If the public eye dislikes your taste, you might gonna be called a 'freak', 'weirdo', etc.

Sometimes, being original seems to be an act of a crime to the society. But there are a few types of people who dresses the way they want, say whatever they will, consume whatever they feel like feasting on.. Those types are the ones who society will absolutely avoid.

Some say "If you can't beat them, join them." to enlighten things. Well, let me ask you this- Does joining or following someone else's taste seem original to yourself? To do things like how other's desire instead of yours. Just to be on the safe side.

Well, being safe all the time will get you nowhere. There's no point of hiding your true personality, opinions, sense of style.. it'll only get you into an identity crisis. Where you lose sight of who you really are, and believe on this character that the public displays to you.

But, sometimes.. being original does have it's bad nature. If a person has a whole darkside personality, it could endanger the whole society. How a person craves for blood, murder, etc. Sometimes it's best for us to move on into this whole new character. But still, we can never runaway from who we really are.

Just think for a second, are you satisfied with who you are? Are you really yourself? Or is it another wolf disguised in a wool? You'll be the judge of that. After all, it depends on you, to choose whoever you want to be. But do remember, each option we choose has its consequences.

There are always pros and cons to Life. It's just the way of how you look at these matters. Some will look at it with optimism, some wont.

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Tuesday, December 1, 2009

WakeUp.

Being human beings, we never fully appreciate what we have until its gone. At times, we tend to neglect who actually is sincere to ourselves.

Life has its full of ups and downs, surely to most of us- it seems full of downs more than ups. Endless suffering, sadness, hate, etc. But in the end, it is what makes us human. To be able to learn from our mistakes, to grow into a mature state of mind. To me; life isn't a rollercoaster as other see it..

Sometimes, we just have to accept the fact, no matter how difficult it is for us. We tend to envy others for having something close to our desires. Some of us would try to destroy that 'perfect' image by force.. cause others to say "if i can't have it, so will you." But seriously, is that really necessary?

But it's just human nature. Envious to others. Honestly, there is nothing perfect about us. We lack in so many ways, but the thing is, what's the point of living when you achieve perfection? Losing our core emotions as a human being, as for being sorrow, kind, love, anger, etc.

Life changes everything. Life evolves. We evolve; spiritually, mentally, physically. Futhermore, how can we define Life as to what we seem to fit? Where rules wouldn't apply, freedom of the soul as they say.. Somehow it will lead us into destruction of ourselves. We'll grow hatred of one another, greed of power, haunted by our choices.

Is that what you want the future generations to be able to inherit from us? It is time for us to grow mature, think before making choices. The future is for us to mold, the past is for us to hold on to.

Stop this destruction before it devours our future. Be one. Understand our differences. Our beliefs might not be the same.. but our hearts are. Why should we fight one another for domination? Doesn't it get lonely being all alone up there? Isn't it better to have people who wouldn't try to destroy one another?

Think about it. You are the molder of our generation, for us to carry on into the future. Let's stop being selfish, and try to understand what seems to be the problem. For those of you who truly understand what i am saying, thank you. For those of you who don't, fuck you.

This isn't political nor religious. Its a self-awareness note, to the world.

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Saturday, November 28, 2009

BandProject: Anonyms.

Aight, this is what E'G, Tan and myself spend our weekends doing. Dont that sound kinda "funny"? Well, fuck that. Its another typical rockband idea.

It's called Anonyms. My dad actually gave us the idea instead of Bandkrupt.. Here's the music influences from each member:
  • Tan: Mostly The Killers, GreenDay.
  • E'G: Hates Indie for god-knows-why reasons. Haha.
  • RaJa: Random.
So, when you add of them together? It sounds something like this.



Thanks to Hariz for recording it while we were busy destroying songs..haha. Well, if you dont like it..then STFU. I dont care.

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Friday, November 27, 2009

WeeklyUpdate.

Finally took the time to blog about something after realizing how dead my blog would be if i'd abandoned it. - So, yesterday was the Hari Raya Qurban. Wasn't in the cow-slaughtering action as i was still much asleep and busy snoring away..haha

Playing games on the Xbox360 seems quite boring nowdays..but it's helpful from time to time. Though everything seems all nice and peaceful; i hate everything about it when my first girlfriend (aka. my wallet) is allout flat broke. Argh!

A few friends called earlier asking for some futsal action by the bsc court..but the timing was something that they have to work on. Bullshit is more like it. Call me at 9pm, asking to go futsal at the very last minute without any transport? Seriously..wtf is that all about?! Plan it. Properly.

Futhermore, i think im starting to either hate society or loud-ass-annoying group of people. They are a nuisance from all angles.. Well, besides from what i just said, i have nothing else to talk about. That's all for tonight. Bye.

. . .

Owh yes, before i forget. For those of you who think the wolf-header-title on my blog is apart of some occult, punk, blackmetal, skinhead or whatever... its NOT. So, shut up already.

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Sunday, November 22, 2009

BoredomStress.

Life so far has been rather quiet.. dead at some point.

But still, im not complaining about it. Infact, i like things the way they are currently. Surely, there are nights where it gets to be awesome.. with the shisha and lepak buds. Then there's the fucked up nights where its just too damn bloody boring.

Since Choki's stall got burned down, i've been apart from the social life that i once had. Reason being; there's no place to meet up or hang out either than the Hartamas Sq. Futhermore, im not those clubbing types of people.. I dun mind the drinks, but i hate the commotion.

And everyone else is busy with either school or college; And that means not much of lepaking, futsal or anything. Anyways,
WAAARGGHHH!!

GODDAMMIT

WHERE ARE THE

MONKEYS?!

. . . Glad that's out of the system. Bye.

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Friday, November 20, 2009

GeekMoment.

Currently addicted to the Xbox. - From Assassin's Creed II, Winning Eleven 2010 to Blue Dragon. Almost finishing those games.. How to finish Winning-E, you ask? Its just by playing everysingle mode they have.

Well, if there's any game-geeks looking for any tips for Assassin's Creed II game; visit this link.



Yep, that is the current game which im hooked on..Viva 360!

Adios, Amigos.

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Sunday, November 15, 2009

TheWorldNeedsAHero.

Whatever happened to that superhero series, Heroes? Is it over?

It's been like a year since the last time i watched one of the episodes.. it was on the second season if im not mistaken. Hell, the whole show requires you to watch each episode (which i didnt) to actually understand wtf is going on.

Each character has different powers but then suddenly he has what she has, and she took his power la..vice versa..some shit like that. A fucking confusing story if you watch it when you feel like watching. Like me.

Guess the show is over or something, there hasn't been a news about it. What a bummer, i would like to watch the final episode.. maybe it would clear shit up in my head while watching the series. *sigh* Owh well, the show was cool. Introduced Hayden Panettiere to the whole world, and it was worth it.



Yes, babe. We're talking about you.

Well that's all for now, bye.

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CurvyLady,360.

Finally, i've learn the art of staying home. lol.

Why? It's because of my new shiny curvacious girlfriend; Xbox 360. Hehe. (hope what i just said didnt piss anyone off *wink*)

Well, this is where my inner-geek-ness comes out: The Xbox is the next best thing compared to the famous Playstation3. After the PS3 games range about 150-300 bucks per game. That's gonna burn a much bigger hole in my wallet compared to Xbox.

Since we're on the topic of girlfriends; here's an interesting picture that'll surely get guys in trouble with their partners.. lol.

Megan Fox. :)

Well, now you know why im not regularly online. Im busy being a geek @home. All the best to SPM Candidates btw, i've been there before..lol. That's all for now. Adios.

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Monday, November 9, 2009

PlayNice,Kids.

Almost everysingle blog post that i read is all about

HATE

ANGER

SABOTAGE

Aiyoh..Dude. Seriously larr..Why is everyone having pms all of a sudden? This person hates that person because of some story. That person isnt talking about this person but this person perasan. And list goes on and on and on...

Cant you people just get along already? Please la weyh. Looking at your titles (not even reading your posts) has already spoiled mine and other people's Sunday Mornings..if not, I just find that you people are just fucking annoying. First you're friends, then enemies, then nemesis, then friends again...wtf wei? Make up your fucking minds, people.

To the person who started the post; You should learn to post your thoughts better. To the person who terasa; You should know better than to be apart of it. To me; I just love screwing people up for nothing..woo-hoo!!

And to the people who has to read this "hateful" post, I apologise. That's all for tonight; thanks for tuning into The RaJa Show. Good Night Everybody!

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