I'mNowAHater.

Tonight, i'm about to leash out what's been running in my mind for these past few days..
I'm gonna tell all of you about all these people that's been stabbing my back and this post won't have any "someone" or "somebody"-

Ashraf- He's one of the big motherfuckers that i've had known.. Before he became of the Excos in the Prefect Board of my school; he was alright. I've kinda already hated him before because he reminded me of his brother- Hanif, who was another big asshole who acts all cool and sucks up to the principal's ass like a bitch and brags about it. Back to Ashraf, who was another faggot.. just like the brother. I hated this guy for a bunch of reasons; one of them are he'll act all nice to you when he sees something to gain from. Then when others bang him towards his own action- he'll sit at one corner and be all emo and then cry... awwh..booho.

Zakwan- This guy is one of the best actors around; he was all nice to me and all...then one day, he decided to flirt with my girlfriend and then later coupled with my ex-girlfriend. Isn't that just fantastic? *sarcasm* He'll act all goody-goody boy infront of everyone and then he will stab anyone who he sees fit. And futhermore, he's a good brain-washer..have fun with Najwa, Maisarah or whatever her name is; i hope both of you will get married and have kids. (I'm being sarcastic)

Najwa- Her story is more interesting; first, she said i was the first boyfriend.. and she seemed all religous and wouldn't kill an ant even if she stomped on it. But then..came the good part- after a few dates, she turned out to be hungry for more 'makeout sessions'. Then, her brother came into the picture by moving into my school and all hell broke lose.. a few weeks later, she wanted to end the relationship because she scared if her family founds out- she's dead. Then, a few weeks later...she hooked up with some new guy in her class who seems like a dork. Then..sometime later, they broke up and she hooks up with Zakwan. Then the story continues with her bestfriend..the story is because i was close to Olivia and that's why she liked me. Because i was close to Oli.

Lydia- She is one girl who i could tell wasn't a friend nor a enemy. She's there for my problems but if there's Navin, Abby and the rest of the ex-form5s.. She'll push me away and act like a total b*tch. Her problem is- She gets the special treatment from lotsa prefect violation and stuff.. for example, most people who wanted to go for the Graduation'08 couldn't if they werent on Lydia's list of friends; i knew about this was because my girlfriend was her victim on countless occasion. She hated my girlfriend from the moment i told her that i was hooking up with my girl.. and when it was on the graduation, only her friends were there. My girlfriend and other prefects couldnt be there because Lydia says so. So, go figure.

FOR EVERY NAME THAT WAS MENTIONED ON THIS POST, I APOLOGIZE IF YOU ARE OFFENDED. BUT ITS THE TRUTH..AND TRUTH HURTS. IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH WHAT I WROTE.. WRITE YOUR OWN POST IN YOUR BLOG AND LEAVE ME ALONE.

RaJa'sRubbish.

I want to go on a fucking vacation! I need some fresh sea breeze on the beach.. I wanna see some bikinis.. *lol*

I'm gonna nag my parents until they approve me of inviting my friends to a holiday trip on Perhentian Island. And this time of the year is the time for sight-seeing hotties while they do their sun-bathing! Woot!
hahah....

The last time i went to Perhentian Island, it was sooo bloody awesome! There were crystal-clear waters and the beachies on the beach are sooooooo *censored*! Then there's some Wind-surfing, Snorkelling, Babe-watching and etc.

I wanna go....i need a vacation.
p/s: Pardon me for the babes on the beach part and the bikini sight-seeing craving..the last time i went out for a vacation was 2years ago. So, please understand.

IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH WHAT I WROTE.. WRITE YOUR OWN POST IN YOUR BLOG AND LEAVE ME ALONE, haters.

PassedTheExam.

Today, i woke up at 7am-ish and walked to Lucky Garden for my driving license. I set the alarm to ring with a blast of techno at 7am and when it blasted with all the bass and everything at 7 in the bloody morning...i could only blame myself. So, i got up and made my phone shut up then continued my trip to Dreamland.

About 5mins later; i woke up, showered, drink a cup of coffee and started walking...
About 2weeks ago- I registered with my friend Hariish. Then we both went to the 5hour-long letcure.. but he took the driving exam on last thursday and i finally did mine today.

*fast forward*

So, after doing the exam..i checked on my results- .....and i got a 43! (not bad since i didnt study) The passing score is 42 btw...42/50.

So, i'm happy that i finally done the undang2 test and i could get on the driving school thingy and get my L license soon..haha.

Dilemma.

Its almost Feb; and i'm still lost from finding a new job to fill out my free time and getting into college..

I wanna do the Graphic Designing course and i'm planning to go to SEGi College. But the thing is, i wanna go for a job for the extra income for my wallet. lol.

So, i'm stuck because my college intake in by March 16.. and i wanna work for more than a month because i wanna get a ps3 (finally). So, readers- gimme some solution.

p/s: I might belanja you guys some shisha or beer or Carl's Jr, Its up to me to decide. ;)

PeopleMightBeBitchesToo.

Its been ages since the last post was on my blog..
Sorry about that; i've been busy with lotsa stuff.... there's jobhunting, Lepaq-ing, Driving Tests, etc. And the comp was m.i.a for a while because of my 'genius' relatives- They completely destroyed my comp. *sigh*

Currently, i've been wandering off the streets of Bangsar and Hartamas.. and i'm starting to get really annoyed with most people that i used to know in SMKBB. They're really starting to be a pain-in-my ass and for a lot of reasons too-

• Firstly, they totally act like big time assholes after my batch left that place.. thinking like they own the fucking world.
• Some of them still keep on adding me into their social problems- such as some ex-girlfriend who turned out to be a slut kinda thing of whatever that sounds close to that.
• Some of them tells me that: "Owh, Raja..i miss you la, blah blah blah.." then owh, whatever la..since you're not in school anymore; i dont really wanna know you anymore.
• Some of them adds on to me like a fucking leech- Just because i drove them home a few times before.. and they go like: "Eh, Raja..when you have lisence we could go show-off at school infront of everyone." And i go like wtf?! You're not the boss of me?!
• Then there's the best actors- A group of motherfuckers who are nice to you but then they backstab you like a freaking gattling-gun!

Most importantly, these people are being a real pain-in-my butt for more reasons then i've just mentioned earlier..And yes; IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH WHAT I WROTE.. WRITE YOUR OWN POST IN YOUR BLOG AND LEAVE ME ALONE, you fucking haters.

JourneyFrom'08-'09.

Adventures from '08 to January '09-

Its been awesome cause i had tons of stupid things to do and get caught with it..and over this time period; i've seen who my friends are...let me rephrase that- True friends.

I've also found a couple of new lepak spots; such as around Bangsar and KL..let's go through the pictures.


This place is called Lepaq- Yeah, the spelling makes it look cool..lol. Anyways, this place is in Sri Hartamas. Its no far if your taking a walk from Uncle Don's previous stall..its next to some Chicken BBQ joint.

This place has a live band, nice shisha and ofcourse guys- there are hot chicks walking in and out all the time..but they'll only be there after 10pm. heh..


This was in MidValley's Gardens- They had some cool looking lanturns and yes, because of that im camera-whoring.. lol. It really looks nice and your bound to see some SMK Bukit Bandaraya's ex-students working here..some of them are working at Robinson's.


This was Jalan Telawi if it looked like we're drowning..and at that time, it was raining really heavily. I was infront of McDonald's..trying to get out of the car without being wet. Go figure.


This is where i lepak and smoky-smoky... I also bully one of my schoolmate who's working here- His name is Mun Jeng (his nametag says Alan). The view of Bangsar at this place is awesome btw..


This was at the New Year's party by Jalan Telawi 2. It was really unexpected and i had the stupid spray foam in my ears.. *sigh*

On this night, i saw a really cute girl.. she was with her group of friends and looking real hot. She was wearing a green dress with a white ribbon around her waist.. Just a few seconds before i could say Hye to her- A guy when up to her and hugged her while rubbing his hands around her 'assets'.. wtf?!

So then i never bothered to say anything after that... lost the mood already.

Anyways, these are the things that i've experienced from the end of '08 to the beginning of '09. Its been a blast. And i hope '09 brings better luck for me than '08...cuz last year really sucked. Read the previous blogs and u'll really understand. lol.

IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH WHAT I WROTE.. WRITE YOUR OWN POST IN YOUR BLOG AND LEAVE ME ALONE, haters.

NoMoreHighschool.

Wow, its finally 2009.
Sorry for being late on posting this..

And everyone who still has school --is attending school; while others (like the ex-form5s) work, college & whatever there is to do.

On Monday, i felt really awkward- Why?
Well, usually on the first monday of January i'll attend school.. and now i dont anymore. Usually, i'd have my uniform on the side of my bed along with my prefect tie. And i'll go to school like how i did for the last eleven years of my life.

But this time it was different- I woke up and realize that i've ended my schooling days..and its kinda sad cause like every year, i'd go to school at made fun of other people's hair cuts on the first week. But now... I still can.

Hah! I dont have to wake up at 6 anymore and shout at other people's faces and write a bunch of stuff in class..and i can sleep longer...hahaha!

FromFriendsToBackstabbers.

Trust, Honor, Loyalty-
What does these words mean to you?

People often use these words in their daily lives, and somehow those words seems to have lost their meaning.

Based on my experience in the 17 years that i've been living in; there's none that you can actually label as a 'True Friend'. Everyone will eventually crack under pressure.. and then, you'll see their true colours. Most people that i've known will seize every opportunity they have to step on you in order to achieve what they are looking for.

From Primary to Secondary school- I've seen most people who claim to be a friend and when a situation arise and they can profit from it; They change. It doesnt matter, because this pleague involves everyone- It can be your relative, your best friend, your girlfriend or whoever.

And when these people stab you in the back- and it hurts so much, as if you can feel someone stabbing you non-stop..then you know how i feel. I wouldn't be suprised if 'my friends' of today become my enemies of tomorrow.

IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH WHAT I WROTE.. WRITE YOUR OWN POST IN YOUR BLOG AND LEAVE ME ALONE.

SuckMyLifeOut.

There's a story about a girl whom had lost her love and her soul over lust.

She was mine at first, i took care of her..loved her and make sure she was alright. But then, i couldnt always be around her all the time- So i let her go.
Then another guy took care of her.. and she said he seemed to be just right for her- He loves her so much, eventhough she was being unfaithful to him at times. And that shows how much 'he cares about her'.

Her new guy tried to be friends with me. Eventhough i hated that son of a bitch for a whole lot of reason, i kept my feelings towards myself. And whenever i talk to her and such, he would eventually butt-in into our conversation.. (as if i need another reason to kick his face)

But she was happy being with him- Or so it would seem to be that way.
And a whole year has passed since she caught up with her guy...and i was having my relationship crisis. But she told me-

"I used to feel the same way.. i loved u so much and it hurts to see you walked out. I had to endure the pain im feeling because i asked to be released- It wasnt really your fault. So just hang on, you'll get over it eventually..like how i did when it was about you."

So i took that as she has completely moved on, and he is really the one for her.
But a few months later, she talked to me and she seemed different. It was like as if she wasn't the same girl that i have known all these years..

She came back to me; mentally exhausted, physically injured.
It was because her 'guy' had done something to her- He had took her virginity away. And to cope with the intense pressure from having him to have taken something from her and being scared if there might be a life inside of her- She took birth control pills, she started smoking, drinking liquor..

And the only question to all of this is:
Where was the guy that you thought was the 'one' and in the end, why did you came back to me?

Pendulum.

Ladies & Gents,
If you love the tunes from the Drum&Bass genre- then this track is the one you guys should check out.

Its called Granite. Its from Pendulum- and most of their songs are freaking cool!

Songs from Pendulum that you should check out are:

• Blood Sugar - It has sweet bass and keyboard tunes for you headbangers.
• Coma - Its kinda slow but it gets you in the mood when ur emo.
• Hold Your Color - It feels something like from a Fifa Street playlist.
• Insecurity - This one really sounds Techno.

So those are the few songs that you should check out..if u wanna listen to them now before downloading, i have some of the songs on my Myspace profile. Here's the link- Myspace - RaJa's Profile