Bye bye. I moved on.........to another blog. HEHE

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I AM A STALKER

okay, thanks. bye bye.

HowSpecialSheIs.

I just don't know what to do when you're not here with me. I never thought that i could miss someone this much, and definitely it's you.

The only thing that ease my pain right now is looking at your pictures on my phone, wishing that i could look into those beautiful eyes.

I guess it's probably because we see each other everyday that sometimes i don't feel much pain as i do feel right now when im missing you.

God, i don't know how am i going to be when you're off to your Uni and im off to College. I'd probably die from not having you by my side.

To me, your the most important person in my life. Without you, i'd lose my beat that pumps my heart.

I swear, even if i could feel your breath right by my side it would heal a part of me.

I miss the warmth i felt when you hug me.

Look at how much im falling apart when you're not here with me. I wish that you could read this as soon as i wrote it.

But probably you won't. Cause you're still far away from me.. even there's miles of land and sea that separates you and me, i still can't sleep- You're always in my mind.

Baby, please come home. I miss you. I love you. I need you.

Nurul Iman, you mean the world to me. I love you.

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StopTheHating,EmbraceTheLove.

Recently, i can't help to notice how much everyone is getting torn apart. Bonds broken. Relationships ends.

It's just a warfare being out and alive, with people trying to destroy our foundations of being united as humans.

So, here's the words from my heart. Read it, feel it, breathe it.

"Y'all need to chill the fuck off, man. Fights here and there,

Words hurt our minds, Fists hurt our bodies, Thoughts hurts our hearts.

You know how strong we are as a family, people.

Dropping one of us is like cutting our arms off. Everyone of us have problems with one another, that's what makes us human.

If y'all gnna drop this shit and break up the bonds that holds us together,then make everything fall apart.

We aren't strong without our bonds,

We aren't a family without our bonds,

We aren't human if we continue to let our ego's hold us back,

Feel the love man,

Embrace our differences,

That is what makes us better than beasts.

It's what makes us UNITED,

It's what makes us FAMILY,

It's what makes us a BROTHERHOOD."

WE ARE A STRONGER WHEN WE ARE UNITED.

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GuessWho'sBack?

Yes, finally im back after taking a few months of M.i.A.

How r you people doing? :)

Recent updates? New girlfriend. No car. Longer hair. New hangout spots. New friends. Less mothafakkers.

So, who is my new girl? Her name is Nurul Iman. She's 17. She's makes my heart racing whenever she is with me. HAHA

Whatever it is. I'm back, yo!

DownDueToNoTime.

Due to Loads of things happening at once in my life currently, the blog won't be updated for a while.

For those of you who actually reads my blog; Just wait. It'll be back. Those who don't read my blog: No difference.

Thanks for reading my blog all these while. I'll see y'all sometime soon, hopefully.

Your Life Will Resume in 10mins.

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weeklyUpdates. (New Sem)

It's SECOND SEM. New lecturers; New fucked up people in my class.

I saw alot of people who didn't pass their subjects, and they all got stuck in SECOND SEM. They say "The first sem is at the highest floor of Hell. Where the next sem sends you deeper, if you should fail. But if you pass; then from the highest floor- It'll catapult you into Heaven (Graduation)." -Overheard from a citizen of The One Academy.

Even some of my friends who are in other colleges didn't manage to stay with their classes and fail a few, so they had to restart a whole semester. Damn!

The assignments gets more complicated, yet nicer (well, honestly this is only the first week).. so i pretty much don't know about whats gonna happen. The only thing i do know is-

• The Tribes have evolved: Laksh & RA's tribe still reign supreme, Vortex tribe has faded away, Orbit tribe has new people in it, a new tribe has awakened: The Gaytards, thanks to a new guy by the name of Mofo Jojo.
• All the cool lecturers have gone away. Now we're stuck with the next best thing: an over-confident lecturer who doesn't want his/her flow being interrupted.

Yep. That is the new situation, currently. Im sure as hell it would change into something else sooner or later. Well, bye.

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WeeklyUpdates.

What's up, people?! It's been a while since i talk crap on my blog, and i miss it alot. Aside the fact that a total of 70% of my readers are HATERS, i still love all of y'all.

So, what have i been up to? Lotsa shisha, pool, trips to the movies. Watched IRONMAN2 already, gotta tell ya- it's niccee. New suit, New partner, New bootays to look at. Was at TOA yesterday, collecting my results. Passed it. Then went out to celebrate with Cheryl Teh, Ann Nee, Laksh, David, Emmanuel. Haha. And my dad paid for it all, thank you.

Owh yes, about the relationship status on facebook? Well, ladies and gents: it's classified.

Now, im gonna introduce y'all to the new cartoon which makes me and my college mates tune to.

Yep. That is FREAKNIK. the latest most fucked up cartoon i've watched so far. Its funny in its own way. Check it out. Its worth it.

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ArtisticVideo.

Being in a art institution makes me see things differently. Looking at life with art form; contra lines, shadow values, etc.

On the other hand; check out this video. It's freakin' artistic.

And the lyrics sends out a message to everyone else. Listen well.

The artist is from Britain. These people are very artistic these days.. there must be something in the water. :)

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We'reImageOfTheInvisible.

ThisWeek'sCrappyUpdate.

Damn. It's a week of no class already. Getting the much needed sleep..

Went to AC last week, its like another HSq.. but this time it has a huge pool venue. Dude, the crowd was like massive.. i couldnt get a table after like 15mins. Then joined some friends trying out the foosball thingy.

Suprisingly, im getting better about some roads in PJ and Sunway. Now can drive easily to Subang Parade and Sunway Piramid. :)

Cheryl Teh blames me for making the Paramore song stuck in her head. heh heh.

Ann Nee blames me for absolutely anything. Still. *sigh*

Got a bbq parteh coming soon.. driving to Laksh's place. Yeah. Lamb.. Lambo Lamb Lamb.

That's it fer now.

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LooksLikeTheIceCreamMelted.

Its sad. I just hate it..before you had a chance to do anything, it's gone.

Now, those sweet smiles will fade away into the darkness and every laughter will began to remain as static.

I hate this. I hate it. Alot.

Why did you leave? Give me more time to get to know you. Your smile is the one that brightens my day from shit.. All, i need is another scoop of ice-cream with you right by myside.

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TribalIssues.

It's been quite an experience in TOA so far..going into the second sem.

Met a whole new bunch of friends, tribes were formed too. Haha.

Tribes? There's the Vortex tribe, Orbit tribe, Happening tribe, Hong tribe.

About these tribes:

• Vortex tribe- Lead by the infamous Cheryl Liew, accompanied by Jake and Terrance, they are the most annoying tribe in the whole class.
• Orbit tribe- Lead by the infamous Nat, accompanied by the other silent group of students. They're not as bad as the Vortexes, but trust me. They are somewhat just like those Vortexes. Just trying to fit-in abit too much.
• Happening tribe- Lead by RA & Laksh, accompanied by Yew Wah, Ann Nee, Cheryl Teh, Emmanuel, Jian Leng, Victor, Cardin and the majority of the class. Not to be messed around with, where we stand by numbers.
• Hong's tribe- Somewhat right in the middle of the class, not into the Happening tribe nor the Vortexes and Orbiters.

Well, these are among the tribes that i've seen being made in CD1001-1. If there's other tribes, i'll notify you guys.

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MyCGPoster.

I think my CG work has finally finished. maybe.

So, seriously.. it's on to Reis's work now. *sigh* Damn. So much fucking assignments to finish!

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TOA. MyAds.

My 230th post. For Poseidoners, here is the ads i've edited. Thanks to Cheryl Teh, Yi Wen, Meikay, Ann Nee, Vii Liam and me.. for the inspiration.

For those who can't seem to get the idea from these ads; it's for a condom commercial.

"Play Safe"

"Undo Button"

"Hard"

So, guys.. (my TOA Poseidoners) feedback on my facebook page. Like now. Thanks. Cause tomorrow's doomsday.

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Darling,YouAreTheOnlyException.

I see couples anywhere i go, they're just everywhere. Sometimes, it sucks like hell to be in the middle of this whole love sequence..

Its like the single people have disappeared somewhere else. Maybe there's a singles country. Damn. Stuck in the middle of a billion lovely couples in between me.

I kinda got sick of these people. With their cuddle-muddle in Starbucks, right beside me. Stupid gay love songs in the radio. Sheesh...its like all the singles have just fade away from earth or something.

But don't get me wrong, i already have her waiting for me. And darling, you are the only exception.

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It'sWar.IThink.

Finally. It's about damn time that the semester is going to end.

This week is all about the finals, all the way. No breaks. Exhibition, Pop-Ups, CG Poster. These are the things that will determine whether am i moving on the next target or will flunk and drown into class 1 instead of class 2.

Goddammit. I wanna get this over with, wanna move on. Sometimes i wish that my hands can pick out the ideas which are roaming in head before i lose 'em during lunch. :)

It's time to MOVE UP or SHUT UP.

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Q&A.

People, seriously.. if you don't like my posts. Then don't read them.

anonymous_1: Dude, i think your blog is too damn emo.

Answer: I think you shouldn't read my blog. happy?

anonymous_2: raja, what happened to your nra thingy?

Answer: It died and got stuck behind Madonna's ass.

anonymous_3: why does all ur posts hav to talk abt girls? like ur ex n shit.

Answer: Well dude, some questions cant be answered, like why is your dad an alcoholic?

anonymous_4: wei y u always say tht ur frens r fake la..actor la..

Answer: Because some of them are. There.

anonymous_5: whos the girl u been talking abt in ur blog??

Answer: Which post are you referring to?

Well, for this week i'm only picking 5 questions. If i'm in a more pleasing mood, i'll take more of this crap.

That's it for this week. More stupid dumbass questions coming, surely.

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Flashbacks,Replays&Memories.

At times, we look upon others as a guidance into our situations. May our situations be different from one another, but it helps when someone else has felt what your feeling now.

• Remember those times where we spent looking at the sunset together? How i used to hold your hand, and tell you how special you were to me. Love.
• Knowing the fact that you got shot down before even saying a word to someone you cared about. Disappointment.
• The effort we made to hold our relationship to this day. How we stayed together for 5 years, been through everything side by side. Trust.
• How that bitch cheated on you behind your back. How the pain feels right through your heart. EMO.
• Knowing you tried everything to make this relationship work, but it hardly seems enough. Given Up.

Yep. Those are the feelings where people can relate directly. How lovely it felt during the times, How painful it was to feel it all before. People relate though the emotions set free by the heart.

So, what do i feel right now? I don't even know what there is to feel. Im caught between too many emotions. The only thing that relates us now is feeling you get when you understand what this post is all about.

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EMO.Seriously.GoddamnEMO.

It's been quite sometime since i put a thought back into this mess. Then again, i was never a perfect one even to begin with. Relationships are never in my list. It's the one thing that i fail from the very start.

It started when we were kids. You promised me that you'll love me forever. But you left me hanging when i needed you the most. Then other girls try to take your place. But they weren't like how we are. I was drowning into the deepest hollow part of our memories, right where you left them.

Now, with every choices i have to face, with the fact that you made me this way. You took my heart and never gave it back. I grew older without my heart. But it felt somehow as if i was recovering from 'us'. Like i was being cured as time walks right through my life.

Then another seemed to have taken your place. She made me believe that the emotion that we left long ago could be revived. Believed her, i did. Loved her, i have. But knowing the truth was never as sweet as how we thought it could be, she tore that empty shell you left within me. Now, im without a heart. Torn into a trillion pieces.

People can't blame me for being this way now. Who i am now is what i never wanted to be. This smiling hollow shell upon them is just a skin behind the ugly sorrow self of mine. In the wake, i feel just like the rest but when the sun comes down, no one will ever forget.

This who i am now. If you are reading this letter, surely you will understand. I need the heart that you stole from me seven years ago. Give it back.

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Poseidon?

As days pass by, my assignments still remain unattended. *sigh*

Well, on the other hand, spent my saturday to go finish off things in Sunway. The join-venture between #1 class (my class) and #2. Our product to promote? Mineral water.

Hahahaha.. i know right, what a awesome thing to promote. So damn cool like no one else has ever tasted it awesome-ness. Im being sarcastic, mind you.

Group name? Poseidon. No, not because of the Lightning Thief movie.. cause it has to do something with water. Judging from that statement already, im sure we're gonna get a headshot by Anderson.

Anyway, Ann-e was super-shit-high like as if she was smoking high quality crack, weyh. Fucker...i was getting pinched all over. (thank god she didnt pinch or touch anything below my waist) or else..wont be celebrating Father's Day anymore. Reason why she's high? Probably cause i farted at her kentucky fried chicken.

Anyways, that all for now. Updates are coming soon.

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