B.L.O.G.|RajaAhmadShah

Bye bye. I moved on.........to another blog. HEHE

2011-01-17T14:04:00.001-08:00

alright people, i'm having a new blog. So whoever wants to check it out... click below-

okay, thanks. bye bye.

HowSpecialSheIs.

2010-12-19T13:11:00.001-08:00

I just don't know what to do when you're not here with me. I never thought that i could miss someone this much, and definitely it's you.

The only thing that ease my pain right now is looking at your pictures on my phone, wishing that i could look into those beautiful eyes.

I guess it's probably because we see each other everyday that sometimes i don't feel much pain as i do feel right now when im missing you.

God, i don't know how am i going to be when you're off to your Uni and im off to College. I'd probably die from not having you by my side.

To me, your the most important person in my life. Without you, i'd lose my beat that pumps my heart.

I swear, even if i could feel your breath right by my side it would heal a part of me.

I miss the warmth i felt when you hug me.

Look at how much im falling apart when you're not here with me. I wish that you could read this as soon as i wrote it.

But probably you won't. Cause you're still far away from me.. even there's miles of land and sea that separates you and me, i still can't sleep- You're always in my mind.

Baby, please come home. I miss you. I love you. I need you.

Nurul Iman, you mean the world to me. I love you.

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StopTheHating,EmbraceTheLove.

2010-10-25T07:27:00.000-07:00

Recently, i can't help to notice how much everyone is getting torn apart. Bonds broken. Relationships ends.

It's just a warfare being out and alive, with people trying to destroy our foundations of being united as humans.

So, here's the words from my heart. Read it, feel it, breathe it.

"Y'all need to chill the fuck off, man. Fights here and there,

Words hurt our minds, Fists hurt our bodies, Thoughts hurts our hearts.

You know how strong we are as a family, people.
Dropping one of us is like cutting our arms off. Everyone of us have problems with one another, that's what makes us human.
If y'all gnna drop this shit and break up the bonds that holds us together,then make everything fall apart.
We aren't strong without our bonds,
We aren't a family without our bonds,
We aren't human if we continue to let our ego's hold us back,
Feel the love man,
Embrace our differences,
That is what makes us better than beasts.

It's what makes us UNITED,
It's what makes us FAMILY,
It's what makes us a BROTHERHOOD."

WE ARE A STRONGER WHEN WE ARE UNITED.

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GuessWho'sBack?

2010-10-18T06:04:00.000-07:00

Yes, finally im back after taking a few months of M.i.A.

How r you people doing? :)

Recent updates? New girlfriend. No car. Longer hair. New hangout spots. New friends. Less mothafakkers.

So, who is my new girl? Her name is Nurul Iman. She's 17. She's makes my heart racing whenever she is with me. HAHA

Whatever it is. I'm back, yo!

DownDueToNoTime.

2010-06-10T10:14:00.000-07:00

Due to Loads of things happening at once in my life currently, the blog won't be updated for a while.

For those of you who actually reads my blog; Just wait. It'll be back. Those who don't read my blog: No difference.

Thanks for reading my blog all these while. I'll see y'all sometime soon, hopefully.

Your Life Will Resume in 10mins.

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weeklyUpdates. (New Sem)

2010-05-15T02:11:00.000-07:00

It's SECOND SEM. New lecturers; New fucked up people in my class.

I saw alot of people who didn't pass their subjects, and they all got stuck in SECOND SEM. They say "The first sem is at the highest floor of Hell. Where the next sem sends you deeper, if you should fail. But if you pass; then from the highest floor- It'll catapult you into Heaven (Graduation)." -Overheard from a citizen of The One Academy.

Even some of my friends who are in other colleges didn't manage to stay with their classes and fail a few, so they had to restart a whole semester. Damn!

The assignments gets more complicated, yet nicer (well, honestly this is only the first week).. so i pretty much don't know about whats gonna happen. The only thing i do know is-

The Tribes have evolved: Laksh & RA's tribe still reign supreme, Vortex tribe has faded away, Orbit tribe has new people in it, a new tribe has awakened: The Gaytards, thanks to a new guy by the name of Mofo Jojo.
All the cool lecturers have gone away. Now we're stuck with the next best thing: an over-confident lecturer who doesn't want his/her flow being interrupted.

Yep. That is the new situation, currently. Im sure as hell it would change into something else sooner or later. Well, bye.

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WeeklyUpdates.

2010-05-06T21:24:00.000-07:00

What's up, people?! It's been a while since i talk crap on my blog, and i miss it alot. Aside the fact that a total of 70% of my readers are HATERS, i still love all of y'all.

So, what have i been up to? Lotsa shisha, pool, trips to the movies. Watched IRONMAN2 already, gotta tell ya- it's niccee. New suit, New partner, New bootays to look at. Was at TOA yesterday, collecting my results. Passed it. Then went out to celebrate with Cheryl Teh, Ann Nee, Laksh, David, Emmanuel. Haha. And my dad paid for it all, thank you.

Owh yes, about the relationship status on facebook? Well, ladies and gents: it's classified.

Now, im gonna introduce y'all to the new cartoon which makes me and my college mates tune to.

Yep. That is FREAKNIK. the latest most fucked up cartoon i've watched so far. Its funny in its own way. Check it out. Its worth it.

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ArtisticVideo.

2010-04-29T04:33:00.000-07:00

Being in a art institution makes me see things differently. Looking at life with art form; contra lines, shadow values, etc.

On the other hand; check out this video. It's freakin' artistic.

And the lyrics sends out a message to everyone else. Listen well.

The artist is from Britain. These people are very artistic these days.. there must be something in the water. :)

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We'reImageOfTheInvisible.

2010-04-23T22:29:00.000-07:00

ThisWeek'sCrappyUpdate.

2010-04-23T20:59:00.000-07:00

Damn. It's a week of no class already. Getting the much needed sleep..

Went to AC last week, its like another HSq.. but this time it has a huge pool venue. Dude, the crowd was like massive.. i couldnt get a table after like 15mins. Then joined some friends trying out the foosball thingy.

Suprisingly, im getting better about some roads in PJ and Sunway. Now can drive easily to Subang Parade and Sunway Piramid. :)

Cheryl Teh blames me for making the Paramore song stuck in her head. heh heh.

Ann Nee blames me for absolutely anything. Still. *sigh*

Got a bbq parteh coming soon.. driving to Laksh's place. Yeah. Lamb.. Lambo Lamb Lamb.

That's it fer now.

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LooksLikeTheIceCreamMelted.

2010-04-18T03:06:00.001-07:00

Its sad. I just hate it..before you had a chance to do anything, it's gone.

Now, those sweet smiles will fade away into the darkness and every laughter will began to remain as static.

I hate this. I hate it. Alot.

Why did you leave? Give me more time to get to know you. Your smile is the one that brightens my day from shit.. All, i need is another scoop of ice-cream with you right by myside.

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TribalIssues.

2010-04-15T06:20:00.000-07:00

It's been quite an experience in TOA so far..going into the second sem.

Met a whole new bunch of friends, tribes were formed too. Haha.

Tribes? There's the Vortex tribe, Orbit tribe, Happening tribe, Hong tribe.

About these tribes:

Vortex tribe- Lead by the infamous Cheryl Liew, accompanied by Jake and Terrance, they are the most annoying tribe in the whole class.
Orbit tribe- Lead by the infamous Nat, accompanied by the other silent group of students. They're not as bad as the Vortexes, but trust me. They are somewhat just like those Vortexes. Just trying to fit-in abit too much.
Happening tribe- Lead by RA & Laksh, accompanied by Yew Wah, Ann Nee, Cheryl Teh, Emmanuel, Jian Leng, Victor, Cardin and the majority of the class. Not to be messed around with, where we stand by numbers.
Hong's tribe- Somewhat right in the middle of the class, not into the Happening tribe nor the Vortexes and Orbiters.

Well, these are among the tribes that i've seen being made in CD1001-1. If there's other tribes, i'll notify you guys.

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MyCGPoster.

2010-04-11T01:06:00.000-07:00

I think my CG work has finally finished. maybe.

So, seriously.. it's on to Reis's work now. *sigh* Damn. So much fucking assignments to finish!

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TOA. MyAds.

2010-04-10T23:26:00.000-07:00

My 230th post. For Poseidoners, here is the ads i've edited. Thanks to Cheryl Teh, Yi Wen, Meikay, Ann Nee, Vii Liam and me.. for the inspiration.

For those who can't seem to get the idea from these ads; it's for a condom commercial.

"Play Safe"

"Undo Button"

"Hard"

So, guys.. (my TOA Poseidoners) feedback on my facebook page. Like now. Thanks. Cause tomorrow's doomsday.

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Darling,YouAreTheOnlyException.

2010-04-09T19:47:00.000-07:00

I see couples anywhere i go, they're just everywhere. Sometimes, it sucks like hell to be in the middle of this whole love sequence..

Its like the single people have disappeared somewhere else. Maybe there's a singles country. Damn. Stuck in the middle of a billion lovely couples in between me.

I kinda got sick of these people. With their cuddle-muddle in Starbucks, right beside me. Stupid gay love songs in the radio. Sheesh...its like all the singles have just fade away from earth or something.

But don't get me wrong, i already have her waiting for me. And darling, you are the only exception.

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It'sWar.IThink.

2010-04-08T07:24:00.000-07:00

Finally. It's about damn time that the semester is going to end.

This week is all about the finals, all the way. No breaks. Exhibition, Pop-Ups, CG Poster. These are the things that will determine whether am i moving on the next target or will flunk and drown into class 1 instead of class 2.

Goddammit. I wanna get this over with, wanna move on. Sometimes i wish that my hands can pick out the ideas which are roaming in head before i lose 'em during lunch. :)

It's time to MOVE UP or SHUT UP.

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Q&A.

2010-04-05T09:45:00.000-07:00

People, seriously.. if you don't like my posts. Then don't read them.

anonymous_1: Dude, i think your blog is too damn emo.

Answer: I think you shouldn't read my blog. happy?

anonymous_2: raja, what happened to your nra thingy?

Answer: It died and got stuck behind Madonna's ass.

anonymous_3: why does all ur posts hav to talk abt girls? like ur ex n shit.

Answer: Well dude, some questions cant be answered, like why is your dad an alcoholic?

anonymous_4: wei y u always say tht ur frens r fake la..actor la..

Answer: Because some of them are. There.

anonymous_5: whos the girl u been talking abt in ur blog??

Answer: Which post are you referring to?

Well, for this week i'm only picking 5 questions. If i'm in a more pleasing mood, i'll take more of this crap.

That's it for this week. More stupid dumbass questions coming, surely.

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Flashbacks,Replays&Memories.

2010-04-05T09:17:00.000-07:00

At times, we look upon others as a guidance into our situations. May our situations be different from one another, but it helps when someone else has felt what your feeling now.

Remember those times where we spent looking at the sunset together? How i used to hold your hand, and tell you how special you were to me. Love.
Knowing the fact that you got shot down before even saying a word to someone you cared about. Disappointment.
The effort we made to hold our relationship to this day. How we stayed together for 5 years, been through everything side by side. Trust.
How that bitch cheated on you behind your back. How the pain feels right through your heart. EMO.
Knowing you tried everything to make this relationship work, but it hardly seems enough. Given Up.

Yep. Those are the feelings where people can relate directly. How lovely it felt during the times, How painful it was to feel it all before. People relate though the emotions set free by the heart.

So, what do i feel right now? I don't even know what there is to feel. Im caught between too many emotions. The only thing that relates us now is feeling you get when you understand what this post is all about.

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EMO.Seriously.GoddamnEMO.

2010-03-16T08:33:00.000-07:00

It's been quite sometime since i put a thought back into this mess. Then again, i was never a perfect one even to begin with. Relationships are never in my list. It's the one thing that i fail from the very start.

It started when we were kids. You promised me that you'll love me forever. But you left me hanging when i needed you the most. Then other girls try to take your place. But they weren't like how we are. I was drowning into the deepest hollow part of our memories, right where you left them.

Now, with every choices i have to face, with the fact that you made me this way. You took my heart and never gave it back. I grew older without my heart. But it felt somehow as if i was recovering from 'us'. Like i was being cured as time walks right through my life.

Then another seemed to have taken your place. She made me believe that the emotion that we left long ago could be revived. Believed her, i did. Loved her, i have. But knowing the truth was never as sweet as how we thought it could be, she tore that empty shell you left within me. Now, im without a heart. Torn into a trillion pieces.

People can't blame me for being this way now. Who i am now is what i never wanted to be. This smiling hollow shell upon them is just a skin behind the ugly sorrow self of mine. In the wake, i feel just like the rest but when the sun comes down, no one will ever forget.

This who i am now. If you are reading this letter, surely you will understand. I need the heart that you stole from me seven years ago. Give it back.

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Poseidon?

2010-03-13T19:56:00.000-08:00

As days pass by, my assignments still remain unattended. *sigh*

Well, on the other hand, spent my saturday to go finish off things in Sunway. The join-venture between #1 class (my class) and #2. Our product to promote? Mineral water.

Hahahaha.. i know right, what a awesome thing to promote. So damn cool like no one else has ever tasted it awesome-ness. Im being sarcastic, mind you.

Group name? Poseidon. No, not because of the Lightning Thief movie.. cause it has to do something with water. Judging from that statement already, im sure we're gonna get a headshot by Anderson.

Anyway, Ann-e was super-shit-high like as if she was smoking high quality crack, weyh. Fucker...i was getting pinched all over. (thank god she didnt pinch or touch anything below my waist) or else..wont be celebrating Father's Day anymore. Reason why she's high? Probably cause i farted at her kentucky fried chicken.

Anyways, that all for now. Updates are coming soon.

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SportsDayCrashing.

2010-03-06T07:40:00.000-08:00

Crashed at SMKBB's Sports Day today.. haha. Obviously, the current teachers go like "Ex-students aren't allowed to be in our compound" or someshit like that. Well, thank god that my friend's parents illegally brought me in. Heh heh.

Then ofcourse, i went around school to check out what's new and shit. Seems like nothing's changed for the better. It got alot worse with the Ninja Turtle in charge. *sigh* The canteen is like shiite.. the walls are filled with ugly paintings (among the back blocks) and ofcourse; the toilet still smells like . . . fuyoh!

Among the seniors that tagged along with me today were Faiz Jamal, Tanach, Norman, Arep & Wife, Liyana, Nad, Aji and Fahmie. And we criticize the sports houses like how we usually do. There were some familiar faces there, no doubt.

Norman was awarded Mr.Handsome Cullen or something..cheh.. pfft. Shannon said that me and Ku Marsya were like siblings thanks to our noses. (like wtf? haha) then i teased her about it the whole day. On top of that; she says my blog is damn emo. True, definitely. :)

Anyway, the question that was bugging me in my head was: Why can't seniors come to our own sport's day? And the answer was, according to Ms.Ong Be Be- "We actually want the seniors to come in, but during this recent years, we have problematic ex-students. The ones that enter the premises with their rempit bikes, piercings, street gangs, etc. So, obviously the principal disagrees with the whole 'Letting the seniors in' idea. We want to avoid any possible problems in advance."

Well said. Now we know why we're being hated and hunted in our former secondary school.

So seniors of SMKBB, the next time you aren't allowed to enter into your own former school and your pissed as hell and ask why? That is the reason. Good night, people.

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TOA.DramaMama.

2010-03-02T05:57:00.000-08:00

This week is Exploration Week..guess it'll be somewhat awesome (according to the seniors)...NOT. Yeah, it looks like im stuck with a pile of assignments for this weekend, again.

Ann-e and JL are now under my match-making plans..Heh Heh. :) Seems that things are going well, there's someone else to get scratched by her and shit. And yes, not looking at the obvious fact: They look like a sweet couple*. (*im purposely saying this because i was paid to say so)

Inez, Cheryl Teh and Mr.E are some of the ones who have been infected with the "RaJa Virus". And apparently, today was DRAMA day. Eventhough i thought after highschool there's less drama in my life..well, thank god this issue isnt related to my life. Why?

Jake (aka. the monitor) was damn freaking emo about how the people in class are treating him. Well, cant say anything about it...after all, im still new here. But still though, he's a good worker. Leading another campaign against Jake for the class president is L***. (its not censored, its just i dunno how to spell her name) And from Malaysian Studies till Figure Drawing..the drama goes on and on and on.. *sigh*

So, then expect more drama within these past few days.. cause why? It's the motherfucking RaJa Show in TOA!

Haha..yeah. For the readers from TOA, especially my class- You'll know exactly what the fuck im talking about. Well, if you dont. Then...uhh...We'll see some drama is class. Hopefully.

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RandomShowdown.

2010-02-22T23:24:00.000-08:00

Things just never go the way you want them to be. Never.

Random people suddenly appearing in my msn, Random messages in my phone.. Hell, what the fuck is going on?

Yesterday, i stayed over in the lab with Emmanuel, Ann-e, Cheryl L. Best part of doing your assignments in a silent lab with shut-up-lights along the hall is: You get to do whatever you want, and nobody will even notice anything.

When back to the ol' NRA roots- Emmanuel and myself made an awesome talkshow about random shits around us. Some were made up, mind you.

Ann-e tried to kick me, again. But still, i was too cun-ted to begin with. Therefor, i had the upper-hand on her random pokes and scratches. (the cause of her attacks still remain mysterious)

Guess things can work out. New friends in college reminds me of the ol' days in SMKBB.. full of crazy, random, awesome-ness. Haha.

Getting cramped in my car by Friday; thanks to Anderson's class. Teaming up with Badrissa, Inez, Cheryl twins, Ann-e, Mr.E, The "I hate you" guy and Myself. Research on Incognito, begins. Another showdown between Ann-e and me? We'll see.

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OffTheRecord.

2010-02-16T20:56:00.000-08:00

I seriously have anger issues. Infact, the whole scenario of yesterday's post was already going through the roof.

Im glad that i cursed alot on my blog. What's even better is, i could get it off my chest instead of accidentally taking it on someone who is totally innocent. Off the record- Truth is, I really miss the old times.

Exact date? Before 5th of July, 2009. It was a whole lot better back then. Choki's was still around, Me, Mike, Navin and most of us were hanging out most of the time. Shisha with buddies at 8.

-I just miss those times where my friendship was so intact, so close.

Now? Things are just terrible with me and friends from Bangsar. It's gotten alot worse after January, 2010. Somehow it's just gotten so bad that i run away from it. I stopped going to Bangsar unless if i was with my family.

I just can't be in Bangsar anymore. No majority friends here, anymore. But thankfully there are a few of my Bangsar friends who are still my friends. Now, i'd just want to move on. Get out of everyone's way.

Hopefully i'll leave Bangsar soon, for there is nothing for me here. Adios.

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AngerIssues.

2010-02-16T06:39:00.000-08:00

Motherfuckers. Yeah, that's what they are.

Think i give a damn about your gathering, asshole? Well, go fuck yourself. Take everyone of those fakers who actually calls themselves my so called friends.

I hope you rot in hell, you stupid motherfucking son of a bitch. I really wish that Satan drags your balls into hell..

Think that your so damn big just because you have your entourage of losers around? Hah! Your just as pathetic as everyone of them. Yes, just like every single of them.

Motherfuckers, hope you'll have fun so badly that when you laugh, you'll choke and die. Yes, that's right.

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WeeklyUpdates.

2010-02-10T06:42:00.000-08:00

What's happening nowdays? Well, ain't much.

College: Lepak with the 'latecomers' group. They seems to be much nicer than the seniors. Fucking assholes. Dumped with a billion tons of ideas for each assignments. But execution? hehe.. im always the last-minute guy.

Annie is always annoying with her random-ness, while everyone else just joins into our conversation whenever the class starts. Some people even said that she's my girlfriend.. haha. How stupid. No way in hell would i be with all that crazy random shit.

Mr.Anderson's class is always freaking hilarious.. once; he even commented on the 2nd class: "People have Blackberry, you want Blackberry. Nokia 3310's full functions oso you dunno. Monkey see, Monkey do." Then all of us laughed like hell. He's like a little fat boy in a candy store whenever we get into the Lourve Gallery topic, in France.

"Art is for the people who have taste, Taste is for the people who have education, Education is for the people who wants to be better than everyone else." Quoted from Mr.Anderson, himself.

Thanks to Annie, i got dragged into watching Toothfairy at Sunway Piramid. *sigh* dumb ass.

Played snooker soon after that, got trashed for the first game. Then trashed others next. So much for me "not knowing how to play snooker", eh? haha.

Everything else seems to be better. PLKN and college life reminds me so much of highschool. Somehow it's like they're exactly alike.

Well, that's all for now. Bye.

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TOA. NewWeek.

2010-02-02T05:31:00.000-08:00

Its only a week since everything started off fresh in my life. Couldn't complain that much, after all the pro's and con's are about the same.

New college lunch buds; Cheryl, Cheryll, Annie, Emmanuel, Jake & Me. The only guy malay in the whole class after all is me, alone.

The Cheryl twins are like followers, they just follow the flow. Annie? Well, she's something like me..but as a girl. Much more annoying too. Emmanuel just the typical silent treatment person. But helpful too when you need it. Jake? He's the most annoying, awkward, joke-gone-wrong person i've ever met. Haha.

So far, the most fucked up thing everyday in college is the stupid motherfucking parking! Seriously, i hate that part.

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FirstWeek.

2010-01-30T05:17:00.000-08:00

Friday: Met Navin otw to college. Stayed at college till 10pm, assignment issues.

Saturday: Bumped into Amilia at Bangsar. Drive Dad around. Shisha @Hartamas, again.

Sunday: Futsal booked by Khalilul. Shisha @Hartamas, again.

Monday-Thursday: Repeat college life-pattern.

Yep. It never gets boring sometimes..wonder how i do it. *hmm..*

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DrivingVictims.

2010-01-28T10:26:00.000-08:00

I've been driving around recently.. (not counting the fact "driving to college")

These are the few people who have been terrified by my driving *evil laughter*.. Hariz, Mike, Meor & Dad. Im not denying anything about the fact that im still learning how to drive properly.

I describe my driving as a "Roller-Coaster Ride". It describes most of the "thrills" when your next to me while im driving. But dont be scared as hell though, as fun as this all sounds; I still keep a safe distance from injuring anyone in the car or around the car.

Hehehe.. so, think twice before you hop on in my car.

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WeeklyUpdates.

2010-01-24T03:17:00.000-08:00

For these past few days, it has been a blast. Getting my Macbook Pro, my first car.

It's a proton no doubt, followed by the stupid car problems. But atleast there's a car for me to bum around. Went a few rounds with my dad. The car died at some traffic lights, due to the stupid manual gear.

It's just getting used to the manual, just like how my dad said it. More disappointments, the stupid audio doesn't have a cd player nor a USB port. *sigh*

But still, i keep on looking at the bright side of things.

Met a couple of friends who came for job interviews at BSC. Funny though, looking at how nervous they looked. And it seems DOME at BSC doesn't have a fucking wi-fi. *grumbles*

Somehow, after having a car also- It seems the gorgeous babes are more frequent to be seen.

Hehe.. :)

Anyways, that's it for today. Adios.

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Golddigga!

2010-01-21T08:06:00.000-08:00

Well, this post goes out to all of the people who purposely have forgotten about me.. haha.

All those times that we used to hanged out before, when we used to be so close.. it doesn't matter now. To think that you people count me out of important things in your lives such as ur birthday, gatherings and all- Those actions made clear to me what kind of a person i am to you.

Clearly, i am not apart of your 'society'. Eventhough i thought that your in my circle of friends, but it seems that im not in yours.

Honestly, i grow tired of you people. Using me as a platform to get somewhere else. Using me to get to girls, free lunch, meeting nice people (unlike you).. seriously, you are nothing more than a motherfucker.

Yeah, thats right. You're just a big motherfucking leech. Get all you want in a person, when you're done- you jump to another.

For a certain type of people that i know (trust me, if your one of them- you'll hate the living shit outta me). You are nothing more than male versions of a golddigger.

That's it. Im done with this.

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LetterOfRegret.

2010-01-19T10:27:00.000-08:00

It's finally time. I can finally actually say- I give up.

Tired, actually. Waiting and hoping for something which is clearly won't be happening between us. You almost drove me into insanity.. almost. Guess what?

After looking at these situations. I've decided. I bid farewell to you. No more shall i lead my heart into despair. Nor i will pursuit something so utterly meaningless, given your reaction to me.

How foolish of me thinking about a future with you. Clearly, i might have lost my sense of reality. Because after all, you are only a rose which is beginning to blossom. Where i, should not be foolish to be taking you away from where you are.

I apologise for wasting you time. I now need to move on, into my future.

Don't look back. For i am no longer waiting for you. And may our paths be crossed oncemore, it might be just as an acquaintances. Nothing more.

So long. Good Bye.

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RE:Big Favor.

2010-01-17T06:04:00.000-08:00

Here's a situation that my close friend is in- Three girls to choose from (go to into a relationship). He cant seem to make up his mind, and I'll tell you why:

The choices of the heart has never been easy on anyone. Especially when you have to make certain choices for the ones that you care the most.. the question remains, who is she?

Girl #1- She has once said that she's interested, but it seems that it was about a year ago. Everytime you meet her.. it looks like she's still has something for you after all those years. No matter whatever happens, you still manage to make her laugh and smile whenever she looks like she's upset. And she still looks at you the same way when she told you she had a crush on you.

Girl #2- She's the one you have been waiting for eversince you were 14. She makes you nervous whenever she sits next to you. She still manages to make you 'melt', even after all these times. And when you thought there's no chance towards her anymore, she comes back to you. But when you try be the one, another guy steps in to steal the spotlight. She becomes confused everytime that situation happens.

Girl #3- She'll make you dream about her even without talking to her. And when you talk to her, she makes you feel as if you're floating in mid-air. Still, you unsure about telling her how special she is to you.. because you're scared that she'll might walk away on you. She somehow is just too precious to forget.

**Facts are provided by- Tengku A.

So, now.. put yourself in his position, and who'd you choose?

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LooksLikeThePhoenixWontBeRisingFromTheDead.

2010-01-16T23:45:00.000-08:00

Linkin Park is truly dead. Sad, so sad.

Why is it sad? Their lead vocalist; Chester Bennington is in a new band. And the band sucks.

The new band is called Dead By Sunrise. The irony is, the name of the band calls on the situation itself. It's just dead. Going Electro/Rock isn't really much like how the lead vocalist were when he was in the LP days.

The link to the band itself is on the band name.

Whoever that wants to check it out, go ahead. Personally, i think that after the whole Mike Shinoda's side project thingy: Fort Minor. That leads to LP's road to destruction.

Clearly, im not a big fan of Hip-Hop being thrown into Alternative Rock. What happens when you combine such genres? This sad conclusion of band being demolished from it's Rock genre.

Farewell to the Hybrid Theory (LP's first album for those who don't understand) days. Where the new sucky genres has taken their place.

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TwistOfFate.

2010-01-14T09:15:00.000-08:00

There was this girl. She was alone. No parents, no family. Abandoned into this cruel world.

She wandered around in hoping that she'll might find someone to love her and accept her. Then she met this guy. He promised her that she'll never feel alone ever again. He held her hand throughout the whole time she was feeling left out.

Somehow she found love within herself, towards him. So she did, love it was. They spent time together within the light and the dark. She thought she finally found the person that she was waiting for all these while.

The guy seemed all that she could dream about. She bought everything he said. She jumped when he jumps. She felt all the warmness from him. She never wants to let him go. But then he started to change. He was different. He began to leave her.

He looked into her eyes and walked away from her. She was left alone, again. She tried to chase him. But somehow it felt as if time slowed her down. Choking her with all the cold feeling of loneliness. As he walked away, she could only looked at him from where she was standing.

But she threw all her fears behind and ran towards him. So he stopped. When she manages to catch up, she began to let the tears flow off her cheeks. His face has a evil look upon it.

He grabbed her hand. And pushed her into the darkness. She was suffocating within the darkness. She lost herself. He looked down on her and laughed.

"Wipe off those tears; it's getting annoying just looking at you. Stop being pathetic. Get out of my sight." said the guy.

She died from drowning in her sad painful fate. The guy suddenly pokes his fingers into his face. He teared open his face.. The mask has finally been lifted. It seemed that the guy was her. And the person who drowned to her death was him.

Things are not always be the way it seems. Sometimes, you destroy something so beautiful when you thought you were saving it.

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MeAgainstTheWorld.

2010-01-12T11:01:00.000-08:00

It's been a while since i wrote my last post, and alot has happened between now and then.

Firstly, i finally got my butt into The One Academy College..(thank god cause cant handle all the nagging anymore) then my license has been with me for more than 2weeks. Now its time to look for a car to drive from Bangsar to Sunway every freakin' day.

Next, i finally finished paying my futsal debts to Khalilul. After that he said "Now you're on my good side" or someshit like that. *awkward silence* . . . ok?

Now, im pretty much either busy designing character concepts for my assignment or busy thinking of ANONYMS next musical experiment along with E'G and Tan.

Shit stuff along the way? Loads of it.

BURSTING FEUDS

BULLSHIT SO-CALLED-FRIENDS

ETC.

Seriously. Im getting a feeling that things will get alot more fucked up soon.

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AloneInTheDark.

2010-01-07T10:51:00.001-08:00

Ok, enough with the anger issues already (for now).

Now, its the RElepak-ing process again.. Searching for a cool spot to relax somewhere not too far from Bangsar. Then something magical has happened; i have found myself not addicted to shisha anymore. (yeah, u heard me)

Apparently, some people are already starting to defriend me. Heh. Listening to Lamb.Of.God. is good enough for me. Fuck the World.

Yes, i do sound like a broken record. Yeay for me.

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StupidPeople.

2010-01-03T03:50:00.000-08:00

I swear, people have got to tell me what the fuck are they pissed about before swearing on my face. Honestly, suddenly barging on me, swearing and what not.

People, fucking tell me what the fuck it is all about. Understand? *sigh*

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HappyNewYear.

2009-12-31T08:33:00.001-08:00

A brand new fucking year, eh? Well.. let's just hope its gonna be better than this year. Cause this year sucked. as. hell.

Lepak'd with Aiman at his house in B.U. Watched the most awesome fireworks ever! It was surely just a big bang boom fire sparkle sparkle in the sky..but this time it had some nice timing. Still, my ex is giving more headaches and shit.

Fuck off 2009, Welcome you fucking 2010!!

HAPPY

FUCKING

NEW YEAR

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HellYeah!

2009-12-24T05:06:00.000-08:00

The fucking holidays are gonna be over already, yet i aint going anywhere. Then there's a stupid motherfucking problem thanks to my ex. Futhermore, its not like i have any fucking 'real' friends anyways, most of them are just a bunch of great actors.

Even smoking fucking shisha wont help my stupid fucking stress. Then, there's a fucking bastard who thinks he's damn fucking cool plak. Take care of your fucking girlfriend la babi, dont flirt with other girls.. when other people wants to take care of your girlfriend, you get fucking pissed off. You damn well know its your fucking fault.

Then this bloody fucking bitch, who thinks she's so damn hot. Accompanied by that fucking BAPUK, who thinks he's a fucking player la.. why dont you fuck off already?!

Thank god i finally got rid of that fucking cbox before those stupid fucking no life retards waste the fucking cbox space for another fucking stupid session..

While all that happens, people actually expect me to listen and shut the fuck up? Well,

FUCK THE WORLD. i didn't.

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Random.

2009-12-23T09:16:00.000-08:00

What's your Darkside?

Everyone has a darkside. A personality that separates that nice person you are into something else. To girls- It brings sexuality, an expression of lust. Naughty, sexy.

To guys? I dont know. I dont pay attention.

Messing with it does have its side-effects, when used frequently. To certain people; it'll create a split personality crisis. Mental effect.

But ofcourse, its fun when you actually embrace the darkside. Dont get carried away though. :)

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HALO: REACH

2009-12-19T00:56:00.000-08:00

The long-awaited prequel to the famous HALO series is finally out. The story will uncover most of the Master Chief's character.

You'll set out in a Spartan squad to fight the Covenant on a besieged fortress world. Here's the trailer. Enjoy.

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ALoser'sStory.

2009-12-18T11:36:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, it hurts when you come across your love interest but you dont know what to do or say.. Then by the time you actually figure it out, it too late.

She could be so close to you, as almost face to face. How you could almost smell her fragrance and touch her.. But you cant. It's cause either your ego gets in the way or you dont have the guts to do anything about it.

Almost every guy in this entire planet has this experience, atleast once. Because there's only one particular girl that could actually make all you melt. To you, she might be the most perfect female on earth. She's intelligent, gorgeous, funny, sporty, etc.

But to every guy who gets her; they have the guts to rise above most guys. To the ones who dont; You'll be ones who will be watching her walk out with some other guy.

A typical highschool movie script, dont you agree? But it really does happen to every guy.

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WeeklyUpdate.

2009-12-14T22:59:00.000-08:00

With nothing to do, very much broke too.. My cousin decided to come lepak at my house (for a week). So, brought him to Hartamas Sq, Gardens and around Bangsar.

He seems to enjoy my Xbox360 more than i enjoy it. Getting better at chess thanks to our boredom-ness..and we went on an entourage to watch "Ninja Assassin" movie. It was a cool movie though, minus the fact that all the girls went crazy over the leading actor, some korean fellow named Rain.

But ofcourse, then we continued the tradition of shisha-ism by puffing here and there, checking out new spots around Bangsar and Hartamas.

The Shishalogy cousin: Adam.

Well, that's all for now. Bye.

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Complain.

2009-12-10T12:35:00.000-08:00

It's been a quite fuck'd up week. Full of assholes and bastards everywhere.. It seems that whatever that i do or did at the time doesn't add-up, or in other words- It makes things go a whole lot worse.

Goddammit! Why is everything so kentutfied? It's been so terrible lately..and owh yes, i got bored of having an fucking argument everytime i click on my blog. So, i just delete the cbox. Easy enough.

Everything is boring. Going out is boring. Lepaking is getting boring. Jamming is getting boring. Xbox is getting boring. Futsal is getting boring.

*WAAARRGGHH!!!*

Somehow i just miss when i was still a form5 student. Really do miss it. Seems everything was much more fun then..pfft..

That's all for now. Bye.

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Poison.

2009-12-07T12:07:00.000-08:00

It's interesting how much people try to make you into the way they are; cold. A simple misunderstanding can cause a marriage to fall apart, losing a great job, etc.

I think it's called envy. That's why people tend to do such things. Based from my last post Wake Up, it has been proved yet again in our everyday life. How a person will try absolutely anything to fuck you up.. that is just human nature.

There's no use of avoiding the inevitable. In my life, i've seen how these emotions crush something so meaningful. One of em' were my parents, actually. Watching as it slowly destroys all the smiles, laughter within you. How that creates an empty void within a person is something so complex that it seems pointless trying to understand.

But to every darkness that grows within, it creates hope. To every pain, there will be a cure. Well, that is what i believe in.

As naive as you may think it is, it brings calm into one's self. But ofcourse, our thoughts are different. "Another man's waste is Another man's treasure" - Leonardo Da Vinci.

Our ways might be different, but our destination remains the same. As Navin Kumar once said; "The World is a Bitch" and followed by another friend, Kaladevan; "Fuck the World"..these quotes are the ones that makes me smile when the thought of the world wants to fuck my day up.

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OriginalOrSpicy?

2009-12-02T11:03:00.000-08:00

Everyone's tastebuds are different in everyway. From music, food, clothes, gadgets, etc. If the public eye dislikes your taste, you might gonna be called a 'freak', 'weirdo', etc.

Sometimes, being original seems to be an act of a crime to the society. But there are a few types of people who dresses the way they want, say whatever they will, consume whatever they feel like feasting on.. Those types are the ones who society will absolutely avoid.

Some say "If you can't beat them, join them." to enlighten things. Well, let me ask you this- Does joining or following someone else's taste seem original to yourself? To do things like how other's desire instead of yours. Just to be on the safe side.

Well, being safe all the time will get you nowhere. There's no point of hiding your true personality, opinions, sense of style.. it'll only get you into an identity crisis. Where you lose sight of who you really are, and believe on this character that the public displays to you.

But, sometimes.. being original does have it's bad nature. If a person has a whole darkside personality, it could endanger the whole society. How a person craves for blood, murder, etc. Sometimes it's best for us to move on into this whole new character. But still, we can never runaway from who we really are.

Just think for a second, are you satisfied with who you are? Are you really yourself? Or is it another wolf disguised in a wool? You'll be the judge of that. After all, it depends on you, to choose whoever you want to be. But do remember, each option we choose has its consequences.

There are always pros and cons to Life. It's just the way of how you look at these matters. Some will look at it with optimism, some wont.

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WakeUp.

2009-12-01T08:36:00.000-08:00

Being human beings, we never fully appreciate what we have until its gone. At times, we tend to neglect who actually is sincere to ourselves.

Life has its full of ups and downs, surely to most of us- it seems full of downs more than ups. Endless suffering, sadness, hate, etc. But in the end, it is what makes us human. To be able to learn from our mistakes, to grow into a mature state of mind. To me; life isn't a rollercoaster as other see it..

Sometimes, we just have to accept the fact, no matter how difficult it is for us. We tend to envy others for having something close to our desires. Some of us would try to destroy that 'perfect' image by force.. cause others to say "if i can't have it, so will you." But seriously, is that really necessary?

But it's just human nature. Envious to others. Honestly, there is nothing perfect about us. We lack in so many ways, but the thing is, what's the point of living when you achieve perfection? Losing our core emotions as a human being, as for being sorrow, kind, love, anger, etc.

Life changes everything. Life evolves. We evolve; spiritually, mentally, physically. Futhermore, how can we define Life as to what we seem to fit? Where rules wouldn't apply, freedom of the soul as they say.. Somehow it will lead us into destruction of ourselves. We'll grow hatred of one another, greed of power, haunted by our choices.

Is that what you want the future generations to be able to inherit from us? It is time for us to grow mature, think before making choices. The future is for us to mold, the past is for us to hold on to.

Stop this destruction before it devours our future. Be one. Understand our differences. Our beliefs might not be the same.. but our hearts are. Why should we fight one another for domination? Doesn't it get lonely being all alone up there? Isn't it better to have people who wouldn't try to destroy one another?

Think about it. You are the molder of our generation, for us to carry on into the future. Let's stop being selfish, and try to understand what seems to be the problem. For those of you who truly understand what i am saying, thank you. For those of you who don't, fuck you.

This isn't political nor religious. Its a self-awareness note, to the world.

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BandProject: Anonyms.

2009-11-28T12:14:00.000-08:00

Aight, this is what E'G, Tan and myself spend our weekends doing. Dont that sound kinda "funny"? Well, fuck that. Its another typical rockband idea.

It's called Anonyms. My dad actually gave us the idea instead of Bandkrupt.. Here's the music influences from each member:

Tan: Mostly The Killers, GreenDay.
E'G: Hates Indie for god-knows-why reasons. Haha.
RaJa: Random.

So, when you add of them together? It sounds something like this.

Thanks to Hariz for recording it while we were busy destroying songs..haha. Well, if you dont like it..then STFU. I dont care.

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WeeklyUpdate.

2009-11-27T10:37:00.000-08:00

Finally took the time to blog about something after realizing how dead my blog would be if i'd abandoned it. - So, yesterday was the Hari Raya Qurban. Wasn't in the cow-slaughtering action as i was still much asleep and busy snoring away..haha

Playing games on the Xbox360 seems quite boring nowdays..but it's helpful from time to time. Though everything seems all nice and peaceful; i hate everything about it when my first girlfriend (aka. my wallet) is allout flat broke. Argh!

A few friends called earlier asking for some futsal action by the bsc court..but the timing was something that they have to work on. Bullshit is more like it. Call me at 9pm, asking to go futsal at the very last minute without any transport? Seriously..wtf is that all about?! Plan it. Properly.

Futhermore, i think im starting to either hate society or loud-ass-annoying group of people. They are a nuisance from all angles.. Well, besides from what i just said, i have nothing else to talk about. That's all for tonight. Bye.

. . .

Owh yes, before i forget. For those of you who think the wolf-header-title on my blog is apart of some occult, punk, blackmetal, skinhead or whatever... its NOT. So, shut up already.

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BoredomStress.

2009-11-22T20:45:00.000-08:00

Life so far has been rather quiet.. dead at some point.

But still, im not complaining about it. Infact, i like things the way they are currently. Surely, there are nights where it gets to be awesome.. with the shisha and lepak buds. Then there's the fucked up nights where its just too damn bloody boring.

Since Choki's stall got burned down, i've been apart from the social life that i once had. Reason being; there's no place to meet up or hang out either than the Hartamas Sq. Futhermore, im not those clubbing types of people.. I dun mind the drinks, but i hate the commotion.

And everyone else is busy with either school or college; And that means not much of lepaking, futsal or anything. Anyways,

WAAARGGHHH!!

GODDAMMIT

WHERE ARE THE

MONKEYS?!

. . . Glad that's out of the system. Bye.

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GeekMoment.

2009-11-20T04:38:00.000-08:00

Currently addicted to the Xbox. - From Assassin's Creed II, Winning Eleven 2010 to Blue Dragon. Almost finishing those games.. How to finish Winning-E, you ask? Its just by playing everysingle mode they have.

Well, if there's any game-geeks looking for any tips for Assassin's Creed II game; visit this link.

Yep, that is the current game which im hooked on..Viva 360!

Adios, Amigos.

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TheWorldNeedsAHero.

2009-11-15T06:33:00.000-08:00

Whatever happened to that superhero series, Heroes? Is it over?

It's been like a year since the last time i watched one of the episodes.. it was on the second season if im not mistaken. Hell, the whole show requires you to watch each episode (which i didnt) to actually understand wtf is going on.

Each character has different powers but then suddenly he has what she has, and she took his power la..vice versa..some shit like that. A fucking confusing story if you watch it when you feel like watching. Like me.

Guess the show is over or something, there hasn't been a news about it. What a bummer, i would like to watch the final episode.. maybe it would clear shit up in my head while watching the series. *sigh* Owh well, the show was cool. Introduced Hayden Panettiere to the whole world, and it was worth it.

Yes, babe. We're talking about you.

Well that's all for now, bye.

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CurvyLady,360.

2009-11-15T04:44:00.000-08:00

Finally, i've learn the art of staying home. lol.

Why? It's because of my new shiny curvacious girlfriend; Xbox 360. Hehe. (hope what i just said didnt piss anyone off *wink*)

Well, this is where my inner-geek-ness comes out: The Xbox is the next best thing compared to the famous Playstation3. After the PS3 games range about 150-300 bucks per game. That's gonna burn a much bigger hole in my wallet compared to Xbox.

Since we're on the topic of girlfriends; here's an interesting picture that'll surely get guys in trouble with their partners.. lol.

Megan Fox. :)

Well, now you know why im not regularly online. Im busy being a geek @home. All the best to SPM Candidates btw, i've been there before..lol. That's all for now. Adios.

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PlayNice,Kids.

2009-11-09T09:24:00.000-08:00

Almost everysingle blog post that i read is all about

HATE

ANGER

SABOTAGE

Aiyoh..Dude. Seriously larr..Why is everyone having pms all of a sudden? This person hates that person because of some story. That person isnt talking about this person but this person perasan. And list goes on and on and on...

Cant you people just get along already? Please la weyh. Looking at your titles (not even reading your posts) has already spoiled mine and other people's Sunday Mornings..if not, I just find that you people are just fucking annoying. First you're friends, then enemies, then nemesis, then friends again...wtf wei? Make up your fucking minds, people.

To the person who started the post; You should learn to post your thoughts better. To the person who terasa; You should know better than to be apart of it. To me; I just love screwing people up for nothing..woo-hoo!!

And to the people who has to read this "hateful" post, I apologise. That's all for tonight; thanks for tuning into The RaJa Show. Good Night Everybody!

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DawnOfACivilWar.

2009-11-07T11:37:00.000-08:00

Ladies and Gents,
While i was out of internet connection, i forgot to mention about the 1st one-year anniversary of "Dawn of a Civil War" post by the ol' Bubukerchoo blog.

The blog post which made the 2008 senior's prefect batch of SMK Bukit Bandaraya very different from the rest. How a single person stood up to what he called unfair within the association.

That was a piece of history handmade from Navin Kumar, who rebelled against a few who were incontrol of the board at the time.

No doubt, the cause of actions has made a huge impact on himself, the school, the prefect board. To some; They might see it as a betrayal. Others might see it as an act of independent thinking. The shit went down big time as it caught the attention of the whole school and other schools around KL.

Here's a link to a post based on that time last year..it was about the after-effect. And that time, every senior was getting prepared for SPM and Graduation. The post is named Apologise.

To all the SMKBB 2008 seniors prefects who still remember that fateful event, may it live on as an example of what rebellion is all about. And how one person steps up to fix what needs to be fix at the time..

That's all for now. Cheers to everyone who understands this post.

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TragicEnd.

2009-11-05T08:27:00.000-08:00

To each good things, It will come to an end sooner or later...in this case; hangout spots.

It started with Lepaq@Hartamas..and now Choki. Yes, Ladies and Gents.

A tragic end towards a place that i could call a "shisha Haven".. The RaJa Show has interviewed the owner of this cool place to chill at with friends about 11months ago.

A place that has better shisha compared to it's competitors such as Abg Man, Vanilla & D'Haven. Bringing higher standards of shisha to it's customers in Bangsar, Choki's stall has gotten itself some good reputations.

Earning #3 in The RaJa Show | Shisha Reviews.. right under Hartamas Square and the former #1; LepaQ. It seems that it is a good start for a better standard of shisha in the Bangsar region.

My readers; It is with deep vengeance that i will show you the pictures taken from what has left of the lepak spot.

The former fridge is now like an empty coke can..how cruel can a person be?

The sides of the stall is left charred..

How some of the plates are melted, some are broken..

Here's the main picture of the place being set on fire..how tragic.

If you are interested in donating the Help CHOKI Get Back On His Feet FUND, please contact Us. Thanks.

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ComebackTime.

2009-11-05T08:23:00.000-08:00

Finally...the internet is back.

*yawn* It's been a while since i wrote a post in my blog. Seems dead now huh? Well, guess what?

There's plenty of things i wanna show u guys..The BLOG has rise from the dead!

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KeroroGunsou.

2009-10-11T20:40:00.000-07:00

Never thought a squad of alien frogs could be so hilarious sometimes..

Based on the hit cartoon from japan which is on my tv screen when i wake up; It's KERORO!!

Im still lazy to explain things about the anime... so if you like what im saying, then checkout these opening soundtracks.

haha..here's the second season opening soundtrack.

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WeekendStory.

2009-10-11T10:30:00.000-07:00

Updates from this weekend.

E'G wanted to go job-hunting.. i accompanied him la. Maybe getting a job meanwhile i still have free time before college next year might be a good idea..just maybe.

While walking to BV to meet up with him.. had this stupid car tailing me. God-knows-why.

I ignored it. Probably its just some idiot who just had a P license and bored to death..then it stopped and honk'd.

. . .

Owh.. no wonder. Arep is driving..memang macam setan. LOL. Hitched a ride to BV la then..haha.

Each traffic jam or street light; He'll jerk on the brakes like this: Press. Off. Press. Off. Press.

His car seemed as if it was humping the next car..so i laughed like shit wei.

RaJa: "Oi! What the fuck is your car doing lah? Ni mcm car porn, DOH!!"
. . .
*Burst out laughing*

>>

Then me and E'G arrived at MV for our job-hunting. Lepak, Lunch then..wander around aimlessly. And this is what we found:

It's the Lambo, babeh. Woot!

Yeah, that's right. Playboy has something better than their bunnies. Heh.

Well, that's all for now. Bye.

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Cliche,Goal.

2009-10-09T08:15:00.000-07:00

Futsal On last Thursday.

5 on 5.

RaJa: Wei..pass bola!
Amir: RaJa, change side!!
*loops the ball*
. . .
*hits top corner post*
. . .
RaJa takes the volley.
GOALL!!

First goal against someone who plays for their school who isn't Khalilul.

Yeay for me! lol

Enjoy this ol' video clip from Nike. Adios.

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BirthdayBoi?

2009-10-07T07:53:00.000-07:00

Well, well... guess someone's birthday is coming soon. Hehe.

I would like to thank Mr.Navin Kumar for buying me a HALO figurine last year. It's damn cun, wei..

That awesomely thing is on my shelves along with other gifts. :)

On the other note;
Apparently; there are words of me gonna be bashed! on the day itself. Obviously, i will avoid some places. A list of random people on my mind are the ones that will throw eggs, flour, cake and anything else that is on their mind..

Last year was quite painful; got a kick on the crotch due to the bashing frenzy after school..ouch.

This year is surely gonna be something.. either awesome or really super bad.

Well, Im about to get Nike AF-1 sneakers...or so I've been told by a certain close female friend. Hehe.

I'll get something like that...quite nice. :) Thx Ms ***S..Hehe.

Owh yea..wanna plan for a futsal somewhen this Friday; Anyone in?

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Happy..200thPost!

2009-10-05T11:14:00.000-07:00

Its the 200th post..so, people have been sceptical about my posts. Well, to a certain group of people who actually have balls to say something about it.

When i feel like saying something in my blog; So I WILL. Like how i used to say this before; If you dont like it...then dont read it. Simple.

On the other note;

Navin has been sorta avoiding me...yeah, he's a college boy now. *Aaawwh..* Well, he used to say the same thing about Abby last time. Have fun with your college mates, Weyh.

Mike is busy with his ol' G2000 job. Collecting money for his car. Keeps on bragging about he's car..haha. But the car is cool, DOH!

God. Miss the times where things were so simple such as waking up at 6, get free money, go school and then go home at 2. *sigh* Now things are just as fuck'd up as ever.. hate some people, some people hate me. I love money, money dun love me..LOL

"If you're offended by this post by some reason; TOO BAD."

Some girl said this to me: "I HATE YOU, RaJa!!"... well, i replied it with "Join the hate club, kid".

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Please, Live.

2009-10-05T10:33:00.000-07:00

It has been said that when a person suicides; their souls will be sent straight into the depths of Hell. Now, isn't that interesting?

Based on different religious beliefs; suiciding is form of action that defies god (like going against the creator whom gave a life into you by ending it before time).

Obviously, it's something forbidden. But more people suicide nowdays compared to the years before. Studies by W.H.O: SUPRE (aka. Suicide Prevention) has shown this result:

1998 - 527, 364 of suicide cases were reported.
2000 - (+5,768) a number of increase on the suicidal activity, consist people by the age group from 15 - 30.
2002-2006 - Reports stating the number of victims from these suicidal acts are mostly caused by depression.
Every year the cases of suicide increases. Infact; every 40 seconds, a person suicides.

So, please. Before you do something so stupid and reckless.. think of how you'll be hurting the people who actually cares about you. Whether they are still around or have passed away; Just remember that you'll hurt them by ending your precious life.

Instead of suiciding, there's a bunch of things you could do when depression hits you:

Try shouting at the world. Sometimes it works, trust me. seriously.
Act as a crazy person in a middle of a traffic jam by dancing, singing or just do something cool. Atleast you'll be on TV. :)
If everything else fails, dont worry..there's an alternative. Pornstar is a cool career when you have no reason to live anymore. :)

Well, i could only list 3 out of a million more..its cause im too lazy to find the original list of things you could do. Anyways, be a rockstar at heart. Fuck the World.

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Today'sStory.

2009-10-01T08:22:00.000-07:00

Went out today;

After jogging, swimming and eating a long awaited Sausage Egg McMuffin...

Continued hopping to Mid Valley. I had a date today, with a hot girl. Hehe. :)

So, we watched The Ugly Truth. Its a chick-flick no doubt.. I wanted to watch Gamer (both movies involves Lakeshore Productions and Gerald Butler.)

Well...we'll make the ladies choice, this time. *sigh*

The movie wasn't bad..quite hillarious, if you asked me. The jokes was just damn hornified funny..(i dunno what i just said make sense or not) Some scenes were just damn-right-sexy..LOL.

Finished watching..then went to the men's room. *suspense sound* . . . Suddenly, i figured out that i left my headphones! Waaargh?!!

So, this super-hot girl (which im dating) asked the counter-guy and POOF!...my headphones are back. *relieved*

Then, to thank her heroic act.. i went food-hunting with a thought of buying her lunch in mind.

Then we stopped by Subway. Tried the Subway Meltz..which was freaking awesome!!

Hehe..tempting, right? That fella is just delicious, DOWH. Seriously. (Almost went Navin Style by talking to the sandwich) LOL

That's all for now, Adios.

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TheRaJaShow. Episode04.

2009-09-29T09:21:00.000-07:00

Ladies and Gents,

LIVE! from Bangsar- We bring you the new footage of Enjit-Enjit Semut - Malaysian Band.

Welcome back to the RaJa Show.

*crowd applauses*

RaJa : Welcome, Mr.Mat. Hows your new single doing?
Mat Rempit : It's on the puncak of billboard. We love the sappot (support) from all the people in Kampong.
RaJa : I see. That's fantastic. So, how did you band managed to burst into the billboard charts?
Mat Rempit : Owh, tankiew-tankiew. We first was just rolling-rolling with our RXZ, you know. Rempit for life!!

*crowd turns into complete silence*
RaJa : So, you somehow managed to be successful by just going around with your bikes?
Mat Rempit : Excuse me? No, no. We cannot go round-round...minyak rugi. Roundabout oso we go straight, dont belok-belok.
RaJa : Haha. Nevermind. Lets skip that part. So, did you graduate from a music college perhaps? Considering how successful you are.
Mat Rempit : No lah. Mak told me to go to school..but i melencong to Cyber-cafe. I memang layan Blue. Haha.
RaJa : Err...haha...sure. Well, since we're getting nowhere with this interview; what is your advice for the young musicians out there who want to be successful as you are right now?
Mat Rempit : Owh..well, i play guitar alot. Even when i go shit oso i bring my guitar..so play-play the guitar everywhere except on your motor. Then if accident, susah. Hospital bill cannot pay.
RaJa : ...? Err..haha. What Mr.Mat is trying to say is- "Never stop practicing, Dont stop until you reach the top." Correct?
Mat Rempit : Huh? Yes. Yes. Whatever you said.
RaJa : Well, thanks for coming tonite to the RaJa Show. We hope you enjoyed the pointless interview. Good Night, Bangsar!

*crowd applauses*

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BckFromRaya.

2009-09-24T00:34:00.000-07:00

Well, im back from Raya-ing in Perak...

Daily routines are: Makan, Visit & Collect duit raya. Cant believe how much i ate over there..LOL

Visited my family's favorite restaurants; all over Ipoh and Kuala Kangsar. Some of these places has been serving my family since 1905...can you believe that?

To think that a place could be well taken cared of; until your great-great granchildren could actually eat at your favorite spot? Now, that is just bizzare.

Unfortunately, there are no pictures from this festive holiday..due to my stupid phone's breakdown. So, with a little duit raya which i collected.. i wanna buy a new phone.

Yep. It's Sony Ericsson new Walkman phone.. W995. Pretty ain't it? :)

Just like Navin's blog: I want your opinion of the colours. Ok?

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BrandNewGift.

2009-09-19T10:33:00.000-07:00

Guess what? I just got a Hari Raya present from my uncle!

A Chelsea jersey! *pause*....wait a minute, im not a Blues fan. Im a Man Utd fan.

Owh well...it's a pretty damn nice jersey anyway, who gives a shit? LOL. Call me a hypocrite if you want, but if its a gift..i'll take good care of it. So, thank you Uncle Kamil.

Planning to wear it to Mr.K's futsal this Wednesday. :)

Sure it'll cause some controversy or something...hahaha! Adios, Amigos.

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MindGames.

2009-09-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

Its fascinating how far the mind can wonder-off to...

All of a sudden i started thinking of how highschool was; wonder what would have happen if i went back in time, changed my past..do things which i wanted to.

Then; it occured to me about how the people will be (changed) if i could go back in time? How my past relationships would go; how i wouldn't have done some things; how i would turned out to be something more than what i was in highschool...

It's easier to life once you know what's about to happen...it's like playing a game with cheats. Everything is at your advantage; you know every turn, every conversation, everyone's thoughts at that particular time. Imagine what could you accomplish with that advantage..

Something like having an edge towards life, not to live by it's rules. You can become something better than everyone else; All the results, all the exams, all the test and everything which relates to it becomes really easy...because you know what's about to happen, you know what the answers are, you know who will be marking your paper, you know who'll be asking for your answers.

But then again; having all that is actually a disadvantage on the long-term...you dont grow mature, you dont learn anything from experience because you already know what's about to happen. There will be no mistakes at all from you. Think it's "perfection"? Nope. While others grow into better human-beings...you'll be stuck into a frame/prison/image of what you are. It's because you cannot grow up mentally, spiritually.

"Perfection is something you cannot gain; but it is there as a guide, a target." -Alexandre III

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SelamatHariRaya. 2009

2009-09-18T01:45:00.000-07:00

Ramadhan is almost over already, heh.

I noe. Does it even matter? Cuz i only fasted for a day or two..and that was when PLKN was still a problem of mine. Homesick...you could call it.

Going back to PERAK this Raya..hell yeah! *shout out to Navin*
Wanna know what does that mean?
( More duit Rayas, dude! *$$$* + Awesome Raya food! Its the bomb cuisines all the way.. + My cousins will bring their PS3, firecrackers & etc. Non-stop mayhem all the way!! ) Yep. Ain't that a beautiful thing to be involved with?

Then after that...come back to Ol' Kuala Lumpur; enjoy shisha and play futsal! haha!

I swear; this Raya could be the BEST RAYA EVER! or it could be the most fuck'd up Raya. damn.

On the other note; Im down with a fever...(not to worry; its not H1N1). After an awesome amount of sleep+ly down+rolling2 on the bed = I feel much better! Hahaha!!

So, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, a million APOLOGIES to everyone whom i have offended (ther's a quite a list) . MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN.

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Reminisce.[182]

2009-09-14T09:32:00.000-07:00

(from left: Tom Delonge, Travis Barker, Mark Hoppus)

Miss those times where i used to jump around while listening to Blink182. It's sad to think that they're not touring nor making another album..

Their songs were awesome.

This band is just straight from the heart. Why? Go ahead and listen to songs like Down, Stay Together For The Kids, First Date and etc.

The lyrics are just simple. These are the ways that most bands should be; original.

Don't follow the current trend, hip hop remixes and whatever mainstream does to a band. Some bands stay original; Some forget what they are.

It's easy to know whether a band has moved onto the public's taste or staying on their sound..the signature sound that we were introduced to when these bands made their debut.

So, to all the rockstars, indie bands and whoever reads my blog; stay true to yourself. People can say whatever they want..because that is just how they are.

Times Magazine- Mark Hoppus:

"Fuck whatever people want to say.. ..You just keep rocking on!"

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RaJa'sShow. (part 3)

2009-09-13T21:33:00.000-07:00

Was suppose to go TOA today...but cant. Futhermore, im getting tired of somethings in my life.

My family + My dumbfuck friends + My actual friends = STRESS!
Not all of them are the cause of my stress; but some of them are really a pain. Seriously.

But there's nothing Barrack Obama can't cure, that's right! Im talking about the president of United States.

Ladies and Gents;

Exclusively on The RaJa Show...OBAMA - BLAME IT

*applause*

May that video de-stress some of your problems. Stay tuned for other spoofs on the show.

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Bizzare.Stucked.

2009-09-11T11:25:00.000-07:00

Seemed like the whole day was just bizzare. I forgot what day it was; what time it was.

Then, i forgot to pick up my girlfriend. Ran over to her place, apologised.

*>>*

Then walked back home. It started raining.. and this song was playing in my head; non-stop.

God knows why that song is stuck in my head.

I dont know why, today was just weird. Maybe im just getting old?

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EndlessStream.

2009-09-09T20:59:00.000-07:00

Remember how we used to like using cassettes a while ago? How those square-tapes were all famous at the time?

Sure, it'll be funny to think how we used to love those tapes and how we get pissed when our little siblings pull out the tape-strings.. Those days has reminded us of how fast we've moved on based on the sense of technology. From CDs, DVDs to Blu-ray discs.

If you remembered how those days were..while the tapes was still in-trend; how big was our walkmans which is being carried everywhere. Now, everything is just another click away.

And so, it makes global fraud, copyright theft and everything else seems so easy and the possibilities are endless. While you guys are listening to your iPods or whatever it is that your listening to; think of the days when music was something to be purchased...not downloaded.

Those times were the days when we really cared about our music taste-buds. Because nowdays, we just download whatever that comes to mind.

Be smart, follow your heart...dont just be another musical retard.

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LoveyDovey.

2009-09-06T06:35:00.000-07:00

Congrats, dear. We've finally hit more than 365days by this saturday.

I'm celebrating the most special anniversary with her this Saturday. What has happened so far; changed me alot. We've been through alot of things together.. and this might sounds cliche to others, it's true that She Completes Me.

Why? We're almost world's apart. She's into studying, scoring straight a's, her friends are quite different to mine, her hobbies are different to mine..

Someone who's totally different, was the one who i fell for.

How did i manage to get her to like me? Still remains a MYSTERY.

It's been awesome from day 1 until this very second..its like something you never want it to end.
To her; thanks for being there for me, loving me, pinching me, walk with me, laugh with me and complete me. I love you.

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ThinkLess,ActMore.

2009-09-06T06:23:00.000-07:00

This is what 3months of national service does to me; it makes me think less, do more.

Somehow that way of thinking has not been neither profitable nor becomes an advantage to me. Why? I become much more of a follower; and less of something i once were. More dumb and lame than how i once were in highschool.. Maybe its called 'maturity', but somehow i dont see how i fit into that picture.

Its not like i dont follow others. Its just i become less 'alive' than before.

But still; im glad to be there.. i got to discover how i really am, inside and out. Somehow i wasnt the person i thought i was. Figures, eh?

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BckFerGud.

2009-09-04T22:44:00.000-07:00

Ladies and Gents,

There's been a technical error while i was away in NS. Seems that my blog was being runned by another blogger (I wont say who it is).

So, guess what? IM BAAAACK!!

Yes; that's right. This guy is back, for good.

Firstly i would like to apologise for the pink-intuation business while i was away.. but dont worry; the blog is back. With a new show:

"PLKN.TV"

An malay-nized interview with one of the trainees that brings the NRA to the PLKN. Mind you guys that you'll not understand some of the questions and response due to the "inside joke".

Stay tuned; my blog followers. I AM BACK.

ByeBye, PLKN.

2009-07-26T04:46:00.000-07:00

Im finally leaving back to camp.. tomorrow to be precise.

Drama:

Jason called earlier. Told me that the m16 theory class is on tomorrow.. and that some idiot stole 3phones. The people in the camp wont get their phones until they finish PLKN except if the thief hands in the phone.

Guess everyone's bald edi back at camp, eh? hehe. I still can use my gel for now. :)

Went to an old spot with my girlfriend; D'Haven. The shisha still sucks over there, seriously. *cough*

Will be gone for a month and a half.. I'll miss blogging, shisha-ing, lepaking and woo-hooing. hehe.

To my friends:

Navin: Have fun with the girls at Taylor's.. damn lucky bastard. haha.
Mark: Have fun working and shishaing at Choki's.
Mike: Sorry for misplacing your psp charger.. hope you'll forgive me.
Hariz: Have fun with your new girlfriend. Think i dunno ah? haha.
AtiQah: Take care, have fun and dont rape any racoons with Lyds while im gone. lol.
Tunku Amira: Take care, all the best with your japanese college! Gambatte-neh!!
Bandkrupt: Have fun..enjoy! Will go jamming when im back.
Filza: Thx, sis. Will belanja you japanese at The Gardens when im back..haha.
Azeera: Take care, sis. All the best.
Khalilul: Have fun with your SPM and dont rape other people orally; its scary. haha.
Farhana: Smoke shisha alot la weyh (from wht i've heard)..never ajak me oso. pfft.

My Girlfriend: Please take care, will call you everytime i can. Miss you alot. Feels like im in the movies right now...its damn EMOing. I love you, syg.

Both of my parents has already "approved" my relationship with Ms.A*****..hehe. She met my mum today; could see how nervous she was. LoL. Feel damn happy about the "Approval". WOOT!!

If your name isn't in the list; im sorry. Just take care. Bye.

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MTV W.S.L.

2009-07-24T19:33:00.000-07:00

Heh. Still not back in camp. Wondering why?
I got an extension letter offer from JLKN. haha.

Dont worry, i'll be going soon. By this Monday. Seriously.

Guess what?

On the 15th; MTV is having "World Stage Live" here in KL.. Argh!! *sigh*
Some of the bands who are performing:

Kasabian
Hoobastank
Boys Like Girls

Well, those are the ones that i know so far.. If they could get Pendulum; it would be awesome. But still, i'll be in NS while those things are happening at Sunway Lagoon Resort.

Well, people. I made a new friend. Angella Chan.
She's fun to be around with.. and dont worry, my girlfriend knows her. Well, Angella is my new shisha partner.

Seriously. She's just freaking good for beginner.

That's all for now. Will post things before i depart to NS.

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TimeFliesWhenYou'reHavingFun.

2009-07-22T10:56:00.000-07:00

Its been a hell of a time being back in KL.. WOOT!

Outings after outings, feels awesome. Watched Transformers and Harry Potter edi; their not bad la.

But the bummer part is- Have to return to freaking PLKN. *sigh*

Well, looks like for a month+ i have to cope with idiots, extremely relegious people and more ice-cold showers. haha.. The only thing im looking forward to is; M-16 training. Hope it'll be a blast. Navin and Mike already had their fun out of it. Think its my turn.

My dad's most probably gonna pull me out of NS due to TOA's classes are gonna start soon. Then, its time to study.....with a touch of brand-new car, license, more allowence and ofcourse new places to lepak! haha.

Well, like i told you guys on my last post- Sean Kingston is in my dorm. (Its the Malaysian version, mind you) Here's the picture.

See ya guys soon. "Play nice, kids".

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BlastThoseSpeakers.

2009-07-20T10:12:00.001-07:00

Perh.. finally, i had some shisha after god-knows-how-long i havnt had one. haha.

Today was Paan's birthday. Smashed an egg on his head.. then kicked his ass for fun. :)
Besides that; in Bukit Jalil- Man Utd vs Malaysia.

God, i hate that new jersey. Looks damn retarded. *sigh*
Tommorow's plans are: to finally get a chance to watch Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen. Haha. Joined by NS buddies.

Currently, been blasting my eardrums by listening to Pendulum. Freaking awesome.

Haha... drum & bass is the way to go. Influenced by Navin.

Kk.. time to crash into dreamland. Adios, amigos.

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I'mBaaaack!!

2009-07-19T10:23:00.000-07:00

Guess who's back? ME!

Haha. It's been awhile but i've returned after a month in PLKN. *sigh*

Alot of things have changed while i was gone. Fortunately, something stays the same; me and my girl. Met new people while i was in camp.

01. Jay Shan
02. Wisely (Wesley)
03. Adam
04. Asrol
05. Fathin
06. Azam
07. Yours truly..heh.
08. Ezzat (Bunkface frontman lookalike before he got bald)
09. Jason
10. Fadil
11. Jamal
12. Ari

A little description of who they are:

AdeQ - Budget he's damn cool. Funny. Reminds me of NRA in highschool. Made a talkshow with him in camp. Charlie's social artist.
Azam- The 'MJ' of my dorm. Class Clown. Sporting; became my partner in hosting the CB Night. Delta's futsal team.
FiQ- Mr.Jambu. Name any girl; he already has her number in his phone. Awesome Dancer. Delta's futsal team.
Joe- Musican at heart. Inspires Delta's moves and some of the cheers. Great Drummer.
Adam- Mr.Rockstar of Bravo. Loud. Annoying. Awesome Buddy. In pursuit of some girl in camp.
Jay Shan- My partner-in-crime. The NS version of NRA. Loves to Punk people. Great Friend. Alpha's most annoying squad leader.
Jason- Most annoying, self rightous bastard i've ever met. Extremely religious. Thinks he can sing. Loves Jonas Bro, Miley Cyrus and Highschool Musical. Delta's biggest mosquito.

That's all for now. Will upload pictures soon.. and Sean Kingston is in my dorm weyh! haha.

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I'mSoNotReady.

2009-06-13T10:39:00.000-07:00

Leaving this Tuesday morning; couldn't believe that the last time i could hug her was on Friday..

I thought i would have a sensational-romantic farewell from my girlfriend...(as how they do it when you're watching those korean soap opera thingys) Guess i was wrong.

Been smoking shisha like crazy for these past few days. Since i won't get any while im in NS.

Lepak'd with Navin, Filza, Mark and Tan. Ask Navin how was his camp experience and how are things being done there..you wouldnt wanna offend anyone there; im telling you.

Goddammit! ..im really malas wanna go to that stupid program. You can call me spoiled, sissy or whatever you could think of. Im just too damn lazy.

Seriously. Waking up at 5 and taking a cold shower? Pray. Then march. Then eat rice and curry all the time..?! If the toilet is like BangsarVillage standard then i'll be smiling while eating that curry...i mean come on!

I admit; im a terrible muslim. I completely suck at the daily routines and so on...but now in NS it becomes a must to do those things? Owh...shit.

Well, we'll see whats gonna happen soon.
Take care, people. Bye.

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Adios,Amigos.

2009-06-12T19:39:00.000-07:00

Well, people... im going to NS. Haha..cant imagine me in it, right?

I'll be leaving by Tuesday morning. Camp is in Raub, Pahang.

Aiyoh! 3months without Shisha, Myspace, Blogging and Lepak.. haha. I guess i would survive. During the time i'm in camp; Manchester United is coming to Malaysia. *Doh!*

Well, that's it. Bye.
See ya in 3months.. :)

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It'sOn.

2009-06-10T10:35:00.000-07:00

Finally, some motherfucker puts shit on my cbox..

Guess what? Its true, my blog stinks. So, what? What you gonna do about it?

It been awhile since this blog has another YouAreGAY! wannabe in it..and it's about damn time. So, ATIQAH KRAZEE person..hit me with your best shot. Bring it.

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PeopleHaveChanged.

2009-06-06T09:19:00.000-07:00

God. I miss those crazy ol' times in highschool.. seems that everyone's changed since then. Including me.

Some people turned into better people; Some became worse. It tore friendships and relationships; Make some stronger.

Guess times has shown people that nothing lasts the same way forever. It grows stronger or it breaks apart.

Think about your great times in highschool..if your above 17. Bye.

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HardstyleFailure.

2009-06-02T09:05:00.000-07:00

Last week; woke up. Meet up with friends. Take bus. Go Sunway Lagoon..

Paid the tickets (including my friends oso..kononnye baik hati la.) Then went into it.
Met new friends oso; Kechik's friends. They're ok la..nothing to shout about.

Then some chaos happened there; malas wanna tell.

Followed by new flavors testing for shisha..haha. Myself and E'G is also looking a guitarist for our Band-Projeckt..(the spelling is like that. I know how to spell Project la. Just so you know.)

That's the new poster for my old group since form5.. HardstyleFailure. Check it out weyh.

That's all for now. Bye.

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SwearIWasAboutToPuke.

2009-05-31T08:31:00.000-07:00

Today went to the Carnival Day at SMK Bangsar... (bet you never saw that one coming!)

Reason of being there: Nak layan Bunkface.

The entire school compound was just horrifying. There's only 3 stalls available; for food, drinks and tickets. Then there's the always-ever-so-boring flying fox la..and some other stupid games..

While the weather was so goddamn-freaking hot..there is something to make it worse. You've guessed it. Belacan!...packed in a room for people to dance/shuffle/tektonik. God-knows-how i was gonna puke from the humid weather conditions and a room packed of sweaty people.

Perh...boleh mampus tu. Haha.
That's all for now. Bye.

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CousinHomecoming.

2009-05-27T20:13:00.000-07:00

Dammit. Im still partially sick.. which results to no shisha. argh!!

Im sure some of you readers have heard from my girlfriend that she's making me quit shisha. Hehe..but dont worry, i'll slow down. But i wont stop. :) shishalogy is apart of my hobby..lol.

Thanks to my idiotic cousin; i've earned 50bucks. heh heh. sucker..hehe.
Why? Cause i told him Man Utd would lose to Barca! But he never listens..

On top of that; my distant cousin is coming to Bangsar.. for those of you who remembered last year; he is Adam. So.. jom lepak. Brewball la..haha.

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StarTrekMovie'09.

2009-05-27T05:01:00.000-07:00

Eventhough im still sick (but recovering..not that sick actually), i sneaked out and watch a movie with my girlfriend today..heh heh.

A few weeks earlier, she was busy telling me how 'cool' the new Star Trek was..and i should watch it.

So today; it happened. I bought tickets for Star Trek.

She enjoyed the movie more than i did..i was busy annoying her in the cinema more than watching the movie. haha.

I could say it was not bad...since i've never watched Star Trek before; I'd say the new cast rocked the movie. Go watch it.

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LepakUpdate.

2009-05-26T03:14:00.000-07:00

So, im sick today...dammit. really stupid flu..dunno how i got it oso! Argh!! ahdohdbafahwfpwafnw!!!!

Went to Pavillion on Sunday. Then i bought some awesome bluetooth headphones! Now, its with me anywhere i go...heh heh.

That's the picture of us posing in the Pav's gents..memang klakar ah. haha.

Before that; E'G and Kechik crashed at my house..then we went to the K klub to hangout while listening to Blues Gang. Its a band from the 80's if your wondering.

I posed in front of the K klub's entrance..haha. for fun. :) I bet you cant see me in it..damn skinny blog. pfft.

Later on; we went to the one thing i look forward to... El Shisha!! hahaha!

Here are some pictures. Let it to the talking.

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NowLoading..

2009-05-24T06:29:00.000-07:00

Composing my stories..will update soon.

Bye.

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OuttaIdeas.

2009-05-20T09:14:00.000-07:00

No new blog post, recently?

I dont have anything to say, write about; rather than the bloody obvious.

Its true. Im really outta things to write about..so, lets write about what happened in this week.

Been disturbing everyone's life and showing my face in BV and Mcd's almost everyday..not including the shisha joint. Seriously, how do people keep up living like this? Apparently..im the only goddamn-freaking-loser who hasnt get his stupid L license yet. Dammit.

Guess who im blaming? If you guessed the goverment, your wrong just like the other person who guessed. (Im not talking about you. Maybe its the person sitting next to you. No, not you. You at the back there. No. You, with the glasses. Not you, that other guy.) Cause im blaming the driving institute of Kancil Jaya for delaying my license.

It's been like 3weeks since my last test. I dunno when im gonna get to drive legally. I wanna drive to Hartamas! *mumbles*...*sigh*

Well, besides that..i need to get in shape. People are calling me FAT...cursethosestupidmotherfuckersblahblahweydhrifnsoefsfpewfnshwihs!!

And that's all for now. Bye.

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Boredom.

2009-05-18T07:36:00.000-07:00

Let's play FF: Crisis Core cause...im seriously bored.

.......WOOT!! im just bored, live with it.

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ScaryShit.

2009-05-18T07:02:00.000-07:00

Dude, this game rocks! It's a horror-themed game...it utilizes your webcam, microphone and phone (i think...) And it could only be played from 6pm-6am.

The game is called Hotel 626.

Seriously; it's just motherfucking awesome. Better than Fatal Frame, some say...but the problem is: it's too short. but full of suspense, i guarantee it. Haunting..

Here's the walkthrough of the game.

Awesome, right? Play it.

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NeedPatience.

2009-05-16T10:41:00.000-07:00

Aiyoh...sleepless nights thinking about when am i gonna get my macbook pro. Currently, it feels like a torment cause my dad promised to 'aid' my funds for the laptop...but i have to wait for him to give me the green light because by then he'll pass me some cash.

I seriously want to buy the external hard drive for my mac...but gotta wait for the extra money. Aaaaaaargh!!

The whole fact that im going for a macbook pro is already making me smile aimlessly. Then when i visited the Apple.com for the details....makes me want the laptop more! I want it.

Pardon me for acting all spoiled and being impatient but so far; this is one of the things i really look forward to own..cause then i'll get to do things which my PC cant support. Hahah!

That's all for now. Bye.

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TiredOfShisha.

2009-05-13T21:18:00.000-07:00

Been having nightmares lately, god-knows-why. I seem to have bad feelings about something that i cant point my finger to; it's just there..

I really miss the old days of football by the BSC playground; where i learn how to play properly. Nowdays everyone's too busy to play street football anymore, always need to book the futsal court. *sigh*

I think the year of 2008 was the best for me; almost everything seemed awesome. Shit, all the chaos from SPM, Prefect and everything else was nice..it made me feel 'alive'. People tell me to let go of the past; but with the current situation being like shit....why the hell not?

Im starting to get bored with shisha. I know, that isnt what you would expect me to say..haha. But yes, its starting to wear-off.

I think its about the venue. Choki's shop isnt much of a place where eye-candies pass by...maybe that is the problem. I miss the old Lepaq; where there's waffle, western food and awesome shisha..which brings people = who has female friends = which qualifies to be called eye-candy. lol.

Thats all the blogging mojo i have for today. Bye.

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TechnoJunkies.

2009-05-12T07:53:00.000-07:00

Does technology turn us into mindless-freaks? How bad is it to live without psp, ipod, computers and more importantly; handphones.

My friend's gadgets were confiscated by her uncle and she said " Omg. Living without my 'babies' are gonna be sooo difficult! I need my ipod!" and that comment sparked an question within me.

Has technology completely devour our sense of simplicity?

Honestly, remember the days of Nokia 3310? Where iPod didn't even existed at the time?
The constant need for technology has completely turned us into technology zombies. I completely understand the need for communications; such as handphones. But does techonology upgrades such as 3G, Wi-Fi, Bluetooth, MP3 player and Cameraphones are really a must?

The need for music is understandable; but what does this techonology addiction has turned us into? Example?

Everytime the latest phone strikes the market, we'll be demanding it. I guess it's more of the show-off factor than an actual need for it.

Well, think about it. Don't you agree?

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RE:Tagged!

2009-05-11T08:52:00.000-07:00

RULES: It's harder than it looks ! Copy to your own post , erase my answer , enter yours and tag people you want . Describe the person who tagged you and put him or her picture . Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions . They have to be real ; nothing made up ! If the person before you had the same first initial , you must use different answers . You cannot use any word twice and can't use your name for the boy or girl name question .

Dude, its my lepak buddy..couldn't be more obvious.

01 What is your name : Raja Ahmad Shah
02 A four letter word : Rock
03 A boy's name : Raymond
04 A girl's name : Raisa
05 An occupation : Rockstar
06 A colour : Red
07 Something you wear : 'Rogue' t-shirt
08 A food : Raw salmon sushi
09 Something found in the bathroom : Rolls of toilet paper
10 A place : Rawang
11 A reason for being late : Really sleepy
12 Something you shout : ROSAK-LAH!
13 A movie title : Red Dragon
14 Something you drank : Red wine
15 A musical group : Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
16 An animal : Rabbit
17 A street name : Street street.
18 A type of car : Rolls-Royce
19 Title of song : Right Round - Flo Rida
20 Something you use in school : Razorblade.

Tagged!

Navin K
Khalilul
Azeera
Shannon

Today'sStory.

2009-05-09T08:32:00.000-07:00

So, today was ok. Had lunch with E'G, Khalilul and Navin at Mcd's.. met my girlfriend there too.

Then we split up; E'G went to Pavillion, Navin went somewhere else and i went studying graphic novels at Mph...continued with a date with my gf.

Read the graphic novel "World of Warcraft"; it was kinda cool..loved the sketches. My gf bought some 'custom made' cupcakes for her mum. She was bragging about it. Haha...

I havnt bought anything for my mum's birthday and mother's day for years. Reason? I don't know what my mum would like..*sigh*

So then, went to Choki's shop for some shisha. Met the gang there; followed by E'G and Kechik's late dramatic entrance..luckily i brought my guitar. We jammed accoustic style!

*>>*

Then, walked back home..and blog. Maybe im joining the gang to Brewball tomorrow..maybe.

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